tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4710250802894618612024-02-19T08:02:47.409-08:00a so-called writer's journalPramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.comBlogger595125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-28648679661653163262013-08-07T11:35:00.001-07:002013-08-07T11:35:20.525-07:00i'm back!hey what do you know? turns out i can still access this blog! yeay! ok now i know where to put my ramblings. here, not pathPramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-68825848179449009322012-08-20T11:37:00.004-07:002012-08-20T11:37:34.552-07:00happy birthday marcosoooo, continuing my post yesterday.<br />
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I have just graduated from one of the suckiest major you could afford to have. honestly, i regret how my parents let me make my own decisions. again i say, i was 18 at that time. how should i know which is the right decision, i mean the choice will affect my whole life. i don't get how you're supposed to make a decision sooooo big at the age of 18. honestly, i'm not much of a rebel, and i was pretty clueless back then, i didn't think i would object if they made me take another major. but well, what's done is done. it was my fault too for not looking things up more. but again, how should i know. 4 years in college and i've just learned that it's THIS tough to get a job and earn a decent living.<br />
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in a nutshell, i don't think i have the skill to apply for a job in my area, but if i apply for a job in another area i will lose to people who actually majored in things related to that job.<br />
i feel that i will never in a million years get a decent-paying job if i only rely on the degree that i have now. so i feel the need to have a masters degree, BUT in order to obtain that, i will need at least 2 years of experience.<br />
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sooooo, i am kind of stuck between a loop here. i need a job, but i will need a better degree for one. to get a degree, i will need a job first.<br />
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well, there are a lot of degrees that don't require work experience, but what worries me the most is that i can't afford to pay for a masters degree and i don't have what it takes to earn a scholarship.<br />
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so right now i am stuck as stuck as i can get. seriously. there is nothing much i can do really.<br />
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i'm i can't just stand here and cry over spilt milk, i have thought of a few things to make things right. i hope you don't mind me sharing them here.<br />
1. i'd like to go to china and study business chinese for a year. i will go back, try to find a job and work there for 2 years, see what comes up from my job.<br />
2. i'd like to go to china and study business chinese for a year and then i will apply to a pre-master at UK and then apply for a masters degree.<br />
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either path i take. i hope to god it's the right decisionPramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-82678141229292104112012-08-19T13:08:00.002-07:002012-08-19T13:08:15.558-07:00Didn't think it was going to be this terrifying I'm not bright, my grades are so so, my degree is very vague and won't bring me anywhere. I have no work experience, i've applied to lots of companies and none have called me back, i dont have any confidence that i will get to any worthy graduate school. I am so not ready to face the world and i'm wondering whether or not i ever will be.Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-44734277846424021922012-07-16T14:18:00.001-07:002012-07-16T14:18:50.391-07:00>:(I hate the fact that i have to put up for four year a decision i made when i was 18 and didn't have a clue about the world. i hate the fact that i'm probably not going to move out of my parents house until i'm 28. i hate the fact that i have no confidence in getting to a decent university. i hate the fact that i don't know a single student from my major with a GPA lower than mine. i hate the fact that i'm the only person that has to take an extra semester so that i don't graduate with a shitty GPA. i hate the fact that i'm already 4 years into this crap and that there is no more turning back. i hate having to spend every single night regretting the choices i've made. no, no quotes will make me feel better. a few days a go i read, "don't regret the decisions you've made because they are the reasons you are the person you are now." well, if i had taken a much smarter decision, i would be a so much better person. I can't fucking work anywhere 'cause i still have i crappy month of a semester. i hate the fact that my choices are limited because i will have to marry and get kids one day. i hate the fact that i'm already ready to move more than anything but everything around me is friggin' standing still, holding me from moving forward. i hate the fact that i am seriously dumb. i hate the fact that 1 decision had turned out so bad and ended up making me reluctant to make any other decisions. i hate that i'm 22 but live is no difference from i was back in high school.Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-47179677350559597482012-07-03T01:34:00.002-07:002012-07-03T01:34:42.038-07:004 years of collegeso i'm in my last year of college, my last month of college actually. i'll be having my final test on the 25th of july and if i pass than i'm eligible to receive a bachelor's degree. but things have been pretty rough the last four years. college wasn't fun, it wasn't what i had in mind, things pretty much sucked.<br />
i love my friends, i love my campus life but other than those 2, everything else was pretty much crap. i'm not really proud of my achievement through college. i was once 'terancam di-DO' and now, i'm currently terancam lulus dengan IP 2 koma. well looking on the brightside, i guess i'm luckier than a lot people who didn't get to finish college and stuff, but everyone has different measures of failures and success. being in college and terancam DO dan lulus ipk 2,99 is NOT what i expected to happen. i consider it a failure. i know it could've been worse, and i know it's actually not that bad but i to me, it is. I don't let shit like this happen to me. ever. but i guess i was caught off guard and tripped somewhere a long the way.<br />
which makes me think,<br />
this is only the first step, and i've failed. to be extremely honest, i am HORRIFIED to continue my studies to graduate school. i've failed once, i can't guarantee that i won't fail again. i'm MORTIFIED to choose what major i should take for my master's degree cause one more wrong step and i could fall into another hell-hole.<br />
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people say, you will regret the thing you didn't do more than the thing you actually did. this is truer than true. when i was in a state of terancam di-DO, i considered transferring to another major. i thought long and hard and i believed that it was a really good decision, one i wouldn't regret nevertheless. but there were soooooooo many what ifs, there were so many, ah nekad ah, ah klo ga keterima tp keburu keluar dari sastra cina gmn, ah tp tanggung ah. i swear the last one was the most annoying out of my many thoughts, tanggung my ass, there was still a year and a half i had to cope with, looking back, i would never have called it tanggung. then in the end i decided to stay and fight, fight for my grades, fight for what i have been fighting the last 3 years, fight for my remaining year and a half in a major i loathe.<br />
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now, i'm almost graduating and i admit that to fight and make my way through was the stupidest decision ever. if i had transferred to another major (i was aiming for business administration) i would have learnt something new, i would've been able to get a decent job, i would've been able to graduate with 2 specialties. i would then, move to china to learn more chinese and there i go, the live i could've had but chose not to. it's true what i recently saw in 9gag. shoulda-woulda-coulda, hiding from one little did.Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-54083313175221727122012-01-15T11:44:00.000-08:002012-01-15T12:05:01.131-08:00dakeya :(back in august, when i was in seoul, i met kibum in a place called dakeya. i love the place so much. so so so so sooooo much. everything about it is so nice. the atmosphere is nice, the food is GREAT and the people who work there are all very nice and the people who come there are awesome.<div><br /></div><div>i've always wanted to go back there one day. i wen't there everyday when i was in seoul. i remember the very very first time going there. i was sooooooooo overwhelmed. i'm finally in the place where kibum often visits. and there were photos and autographs of famous kpop stars all over the wall. i wassssss soooo happy. kibum was there, after school was there. i just have the wish of being lucky enough to see them all come. they have the best kimchi bokumbab and rice bowl. and super spicy jjampong ramyeon. </div><div><br /></div><div>i remember seeing kangin and i was like woooaaaaa. this is the first time i've seen a celebrity up close and not on some event where i'm surrounded by other fans. i remember hearing sumin calling kibum to come to dakeya but kibum couldn't make it. i remember FINALLY meeting kibum in dakeya and him coming up to my table and having a conversation with me and ajeng. i remember every fucking detail that night. how kibum looked, the words he said. aaaaaah i'd give to experience that again. i'd do anything seriously.</div><div><br /></div><div>a few days ago, i heard that sumin-ssi (the owner) was going to close down dakeya. it's soooooo sad. i always wanted to go back to dakeya whether or not i meet kibum again. i want to relive that night. to remember every single detail that happened that night sitting on the exact seat i sat on back then. drinking the same drink. ordering the same food. it was such a happy place. i don't know the reason for it being closed down. it could be anything. but sumin's tweets have been seriously sad :( the saddest was </div><div><br /></div><div>"in 2 hours time, dakeya will disappear"</div><div><br /></div><div>"1-6-2010 dakeya opened, 16-1-2012 dakeya closed down." and he twitpic his picture sitting in the steps to dakeya.</div><div><br /></div><div>it's so depressing aarrgghhh. and just now he tweet</div><div><br /></div><div>"in 1 hour, dakeya will disappear"</div><div><br /></div><div>Ajeng and agis took a lot of pictures of dakeya back when we were in seoul. i'll post some of them.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4BoapiONGahZbEvEdD1M3ZfkjgBmArPlQx-eYelWLM3CEuPlfsJWfXp6ROsCQixEDxCy8cPJE2vOmnmAAD1N7vAc-vg2WOpoSvtqgOWkXXTW8SR1M3sGuMjcbOCO9iYeGjPY837WK2dmq/s1600/298709_2197129080177_1005729385_32550226_508476_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj4BoapiONGahZbEvEdD1M3ZfkjgBmArPlQx-eYelWLM3CEuPlfsJWfXp6ROsCQixEDxCy8cPJE2vOmnmAAD1N7vAc-vg2WOpoSvtqgOWkXXTW8SR1M3sGuMjcbOCO9iYeGjPY837WK2dmq/s320/298709_2197129080177_1005729385_32550226_508476_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697951437469329938" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6KhTXoPVS8_tOPvVEbAum8hgIMdo4ju5VKfO9EgOePY02gotRrn4369Ry_P-_lsGdyEUNWlfw6-4VahTeoe7jQ7EhHdAaqqe3BqNI51CbatyepyABaWsbrJ8qvFGGQ0XXbFoCVLKd7uHh/s1600/DKY-32.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6KhTXoPVS8_tOPvVEbAum8hgIMdo4ju5VKfO9EgOePY02gotRrn4369Ry_P-_lsGdyEUNWlfw6-4VahTeoe7jQ7EhHdAaqqe3BqNI51CbatyepyABaWsbrJ8qvFGGQ0XXbFoCVLKd7uHh/s320/DKY-32.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697951429575737650" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnIY9EBAEVk3mEYVtqcA4u3VJ302w-f1bnPFVbcSbt5tB37daxPZOO_zPLiOT75U9sHqm61im4Js7RdPDpjTv8s_1w93A_yXfgAN_Xb0ZA0eP81mJu5qosdi3KtJxl841VVNxAWZuzKPAs/s1600/DKY-12.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnIY9EBAEVk3mEYVtqcA4u3VJ302w-f1bnPFVbcSbt5tB37daxPZOO_zPLiOT75U9sHqm61im4Js7RdPDpjTv8s_1w93A_yXfgAN_Xb0ZA0eP81mJu5qosdi3KtJxl841VVNxAWZuzKPAs/s320/DKY-12.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697951417380278770" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimODm7G9Bw6E9k3aI98Cq9SIgziEVDmu1fkFDhgMafJJt8JAQM9Hp6JHaPt54N6oV3fS2JQj-DlUY-sXoLAsMHBSQ8N4E6LY3SGsLEMZHuG1ksHPWSwMiF_CEr12lRx0p66yhAWXC8UtTU/s1600/SEOUL-86.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEimODm7G9Bw6E9k3aI98Cq9SIgziEVDmu1fkFDhgMafJJt8JAQM9Hp6JHaPt54N6oV3fS2JQj-DlUY-sXoLAsMHBSQ8N4E6LY3SGsLEMZHuG1ksHPWSwMiF_CEr12lRx0p66yhAWXC8UtTU/s320/SEOUL-86.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697951415001627810" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCe8ze-aR2lUuCI8DLp16SUSJ-S1HNRhrZtVvQo-pADC4RAGRvYaVLn0uHwasQiNUdHQzOlQVdBR0D7pN6qi7luIKElq-p0AWod-S9I5greN5tuCAwG6zDAC3yhehDW_3KuzfYeJtXg_xd/s1600/SEOUL-87.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCe8ze-aR2lUuCI8DLp16SUSJ-S1HNRhrZtVvQo-pADC4RAGRvYaVLn0uHwasQiNUdHQzOlQVdBR0D7pN6qi7luIKElq-p0AWod-S9I5greN5tuCAwG6zDAC3yhehDW_3KuzfYeJtXg_xd/s320/SEOUL-87.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697951404468661154" /></a><div><br /></div><div>thank you for taking such awesome pictures you two!</div><div><br /></div><div>dakeya, sumin-ssi, it's been great knowing you! i hope new dakeya will open soon and it'll be as awesome as the gangnam dakeya we all love :)</div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-31870422580981418372012-01-12T09:58:00.000-08:002012-01-12T10:21:27.240-08:00zombie apocalypse preponce, someone posted on 9gag the words:<div><br /></div><div>"That awkward moment when you realize you have no plans for where you are going in life, yet you know exactly what you are going to do in a zombie apocalypse"</div><div><br /></div><div>and when the postsecret app was still active, i remeber seeing 2 secrets</div><div><br /></div><div>"i wish the zombie apocalypse would happen so i my abilities won't be measured by what i learn in school"</div><div>(something like that, i don't really remember the exact words)</div><div><br /></div><div>"if the zombie apocalypse happens, i'm getting back with my ex, he has a plan"</div><div><br /></div><div>well, i, on the other hand have also prepared my own list of zombie apocalypse survival. here, check it out:</div><div><br /></div><div>1. plant ALL the potatoes!</div><div>it is said that humans can live out of potatoes alone. potatoes are also ngenyangin and healthy so if the apocalypse happen, i'll have to prepare eating this for the rest of my life</div><div><br /></div><div>2. stock my house with indomie</div><div>this will only last for a few months though, for the rest, i'll have to stick with the potates</div><div><br /></div><div>3. put out tons of buckets to catch rainwater</div><div>where else am i going to get water? i'll have to learn to make fire by rubbing 2 wooden sticks together</div><div><br /></div><div>4. make my fence stronger, somehow</div><div><br /></div><div>5. learn how to use a sword</div><div>also learn how to shoot using a gun, but guns are loud and they attract more zombies. but it's still a skill that you must be able to do</div><div><br /></div><div>well, those are the main points. the rest i will have to figure out as i go. i have a feeling indonesia will have more survivors than US. we have huge ass fences here, at least some houses do</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-10183270055978286052012-01-10T02:42:00.000-08:002012-01-12T09:58:33.912-08:00the walking dead<span ><span style="font-size: 100%;">The Walking Dead is officially a new obsession of mine. i've watched all the episodes and read all the graphic novel volumes. it's awesomeness i swear! i mean, i guess it depends, since not everyone is interested in zombies, but this one seriously rocks.</span></span><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">The story is about a bunch of people who managed to survive a zombie apocalypse and how they try to stay alive. they each have their own skill that makes them able to survive this long in a world swarmed with zombies.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">My favorite favorite character is Andrea. She's 26 and before the zombie plague she works as a clerk in a law firm. her ability is gun shooting. she has amazing aim. she's pretty and blonde but isn't a damsel in distress like most other blonde female characters are.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqz-0rBmnPKHpwVPmdpq8hMPlJlSuPbb6T4FgYqP2RiXurDLKFNZdBiIUiMn3BPZA5qScwugtixc4ZLUSjBKBFtxk2p3bP19A4eRk5kdqMa6fYUlJD8mAIW6pPK4gwosVJZCHxBgB_0ekL/s1600/andrea.jpg" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 218px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqz-0rBmnPKHpwVPmdpq8hMPlJlSuPbb6T4FgYqP2RiXurDLKFNZdBiIUiMn3BPZA5qScwugtixc4ZLUSjBKBFtxk2p3bP19A4eRk5kdqMa6fYUlJD8mAIW6pPK4gwosVJZCHxBgB_0ekL/s320/andrea.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5695956779620875138" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span ><u><br /></u></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">when the zombie apocalypse happen in real life. i want to be just like andrea!</div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-62396578920765521562011-08-28T11:53:00.000-07:002011-08-28T12:02:34.829-07:00more about kim kibumhehe sorry, hope you don't get bored.
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<br />being a snower for a year, i have come to learn almost all the fun facts that has been going around about kibum oppa. one thing for sure is i'm sure we snowers hold on to a lot to kibum's answer to his 100 question interview.
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<br />1. there's this part where he says that the eyes it's what he notices first when he first meets a girl.
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<br />it's true :)
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<br />When you talk, he would really listen and looks you right the eyes. like really look at you. honestly it really does kill me when he did that, but i managed to get my words in order though i felt it all jumbling up in my head.
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<br />2. i'm sure you're all familiar with his killer killer smile? they're A GAZILLION times hotter in real life. they are really lethal and killer. they're perfect in every way. esp his teeth. aaarrrgghh his teeth are just soooooo amazing.
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<br />3.SNOW WHITE.
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<br />he really is white as snow. and it seems sooooooo smooth it's like there's milk falling on top of his skin. it's like silk.
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<br />4. HIS VOICE
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<br />ORGASMIC. esp when speaking english
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<br />5. his arms of sex
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<br />they really are that sexy. seriously. and they look so much better in real life
<br />Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-19508873044825157192011-08-28T11:02:00.000-07:002011-08-28T11:53:05.979-07:00dear snowersdear snowers/dwarfs/fans of kim kibum everywhere.
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<br />I'm sure we all know that our kibum oppa is very special. He has a killer smile, he has arms of sex and he is just perfect in every way.
<br />when he decided to take a hiatus from super junior, many were disappointed. i'm sure back then there were so many snowers, but lately they've been fading more than ever and only a few very loyal ones remain.
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<br />I am new to being a fan of kibum. probably only about a year. but i fell for him hard, really hard. never in my life have i ever fell for any othe celebrity like this. i like everything about kibum and no other kpop star can change that.
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<br />yes being a snower is really really right, i'm sure we all know that. i read a post from a very wonderful snower named katie (press <a href="http://rarishes.tumblr.com/post/9154805824/so-kibum">here</a> for link) and it inspired me to write this post.
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<br />My purpose for writing this post is because I feel that it IS really hard being a snower, and i'm more than thankful to have all you snowers to wait for kibum so i feel less lonely and i can never thank you all enough for the picspams and translations and fun facts about kibum. An update from each and every one of you is what i look forward to each day.
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<br />A few days ago i was very very very fortunate to be able to meet kim kibum and converse with him directly. What i can tell all of you is, i promise you, he is sooooooooooooo nice. i mean, really really really nice. he remembered me from earlier that day when i was only a fan among other fans and he came up to me and actually started a conversation with me, a huge fan of his. he's very very humble and he doesn't even show the least bit that he's famous. he's just amazing. sometimes i am still wondering how i made it through that 15 minutes alive. i thought i was going to die right then and then from happiness.
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<br />I have no proof that i have actually met kim kibum, i dont think taking pictures would be appropriate since he's already being so nice and treating me more like a friend than a fan. all i have is an autograph that might as well been meant for all you snowers out there.
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<br />After talking to him and actually how he is in person (we both stayed at dakeya hours after we finished conversing) i can tell you each and every one of you that he is DEFINITELY WORTH THE WAIT. i promise you that, i guarantee you that. he is sooooo nice, has a really big heart and he deserves fangirls like us. i mean come on, how many korean stars do you know comes up to their fans and treats them really nicely. we all know that that's unnecesarry but he chose to do that and i'm sure he would do the same with any one of us.
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<br />I hope you don't ever give up on kim kibum, he's super awesome and he's making a comeback soon. what with all the endorsements, upcoming drama and magazine article, we can be sure that he's ready to strike back more than ever. so for snowers everywhere, if you ever feel tired and impatient, and thinking of downgrading kibum in your list of bias, i hope you will remember that he will make an awesome comeback and that he's a really good person and deserves to have all of us as his fans :)
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<br />Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-77636379461969382282011-08-25T11:39:00.001-07:002011-08-25T12:17:43.076-07:00kim kibum, mind-blowingly amazingSo i was lucky enough to visit seoul for 8 days from 17-25 august. remembering that on august 21 is kibum's birthday, i just had to find him, no matter what it takes. what i did when i arrived in Seoul is i went to Dakeya every single day. dakeya is a sort of japanese restaurant, more correctly to be said as an izakaya, google if you dont know what it means.<div>
<br /></div><div>The reason i went to Dakeya every day is because it's kibum's favorite place to hang out and the owner of the place is kibum's best friend, park sumin. he was really nice. on our 3rd day he told us that super junior kangin was coming and he really did. and sumin asked us who our favorite member was. i said it was kibum and he said he could call kibum to come right then. he did call kibum but he didn't come, after all it was his birthday, he was probably doing something somewhere else whatever and wherever that is.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Time passes and before i knew it i only had two full days to spend in Seoul. 2 days, that's all i have to find kibum oppa. Ajeng was already having her luck with KiChul and i'm just horrified that i would have to return before i meet kibum oppa. Than the next day, a miracle occured. miracles actually.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>kibum tweeted that he was filming his new drama in KyeongBok Palace. i went there straight away with only changing my clothes. When i arrived, the huge gate at the front (GwangHwaMun) was closed, and the tourist information also said it was closed. i decided to go around the gate and try to find another entrance. turns out there is one other entrance, it opens straight to the parking lot and there were people wearing ID tags and hanboks everywhere. i knew i was in the right place.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i sat at a corner and waited for about an hour. i know this is where the actors were going to have lunch cause the actresses just finished theirs. turns out i was right, when the actresses left, the actors came out and there he was, kim kibum oppa in korean traditional clothing. me and a few fans starting panicking and scattering all over the place. i chose to stand somewhere in front of the toilet so that if he decides to go to the loo, he would pass me. the luck that i have, he really did head for the loo and he passed right in front of me. sooooooooo close. we were only a meter away and i was completely shaking and i couldn't move, i couldn't even say anything. this is the kibum i've been dying to see for ages and ages. he's actually here and he's a million times hotter than he ever was on photos/videos. his snow white skin glowed even more under the sun and he was absolutely gorgeous. when he passed me, i finally managed to say, 'annyeong oppa, happy birthday.' he then turned his head back and smiled and me. not a huge smile like he usually does, but the smile was there, a smile of sincere. and i was in heaven.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>we weren't allowed to do much that time, we can't take pictures, his manager is always around and he only answered what he needed to answer. we walked back with him to the set until finally he said "ok, bye bye" and disappeared behind the gate. that day, for the whole day, i was totally kibumized. terkibum-kibum. kibum is all i can think about and he's all i can talk about. i was completely over the moon. i went to some corner away from the other fans and i sobbed quitely, happy happy tears. i was exhilarated. </div><div>
<br /></div><div>i decided that i should go to dakeya again that night (as usual) and tell park sumin that i just met kibum! so later than night, me and ajeng head for dakeya. when we arrived, i saw from outside a figure so familiar it's unmistakeable, it must be him and no one else. kim kibum was inside dakeya. jesus H! i was meeting him for the second time that day! right when i was completely swooned by him, and i get to meet him again. this is all to good to be true. i pushed the door and went in and acted as calm as i possibly could.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i took a seat facing him, and all of a sudden he was waving at me, "hello!" There was only wall behind me so it was none other than me he was waving at, and i managed to wave back, "hello oppa, you remember me?" and he answered "yeah!" i sat down and started crying again, this is too much. there were about 8 fans earlier today and he remembered me. i stopped myself from crying cause it would be too embarrassing if he saw me. so i calmed down and ordered a drink.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i really enjoyed being in the same room as kibum. i love his voice more than anything. his talking voice i sometimes play over and over in my ipod cause i love it so much. i just wish i could understand what he was saying, haha. after quite a while, not sure how long, like 15-30 minutes, he stood up from his table and walked towards the toilet, i looked down and pretend to be busy with my mobile cause the only way to get to the toilet is by passing my table. i dont want to stare while he walks past me. so i looked down and acted busy and it truly was the shock of a lifetime when he didn't go to the toilet, instead he sat on my table on the chair opposite of me. i think i had DIED. there is NO WAY this is happening. things like this only happen in movies and fan fiction. i was definitely in a dream. i just sat there agape when he took a glass and offered it to me. i just stayed still and had no idea what to do, i was pretty much still in shock and my friend, ajeng, came to be the heroin and poured a drink to his glass. when kibum's glass was filled he put it forward and clinked it against my glass. "nice to meet you" he said. and can only reply with "nice to meet you too" and he started the conversation by asking "so where do you guys come from?"</div><div>
<br /></div><div>i dont want to go into to much detail into my conversation cause well, it is private. hehe. it was nothing personal i swear. if you're really dying to know then you can contact me, but i can't write it all down here. apart from it being private, it is too long to write anyway. what i can tell you is it all ended in a handshake. he was the one who offered his hand and said again "nice to meet you" and when he held my hand, i didn't want to let go, i held on to in until he had to kind of pull it away. it was embarrassing but it was too beautiful, too smooth, and too surreal that i really didn't want to let go.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>physically, i daresay photos and videos don't do him justice. his skin is snow white. really smooth smooth skin it's like there's milk falling through it. and his oh-so-famous killer smile, it's so much better in real life, it really is killer. and when i talk he really looks at me, like really listens while looking into my eyes and that sometimes causes me to just fly to space with pure happiness. and his teeth, it's THAT perfect. it's exactly like in the pictures, so right, so neat, so white. and his cheeks really are that chubby you wish you could just go ahead and kiss it.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>what he was wearing that time was a black cap, a white armani exchange wife-beater, black khakis, a gucci belt and crocs. haha. it's not the first time i've seen him wear those stuff.</div><div>
<br /></div><div>all in all, it was an AMAZING experience. it was EXTRAORDINARY. i like kibum THAT MUCH and i was soooooo lucky to have him to come to me and be soooo nice :'''''''')</div><div>
<br /></div><div>ps: oh, and i can tell you he speaks perfect english. so much better than what we see in full house</div><div>
<br /></div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-85236623001662281192011-07-28T10:17:00.000-07:002011-07-28T10:28:35.801-07:00robotscontrary to my last post, i've been studying every single fucking day to hopefully get smarter. but then again, about that, it turns out that to be smart you don't just study, but you have to also manage your time well. but, how on earth do you manage your time without seeming to much like a robot. i don't want to wake up at the same time every day. i don't want to be forced to do the exact same thing every single day. i mean, isn't that really dull and you have no freedom?<div><br /></div><div>well, it's either that or bego isn't it?</div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-4767715276586425682011-06-21T11:55:00.000-07:002011-06-21T12:11:30.771-07:00rajin males?i hate being stupid. i hate passing all 15 years with ok grades. with grades that's just somewhere above the ok zone. never in my life i was top 10 in class and never have my grades been satisfying. they're always just ok.<div>studying doesn't make you smart either. it just makes you remember all the stuff your teacher said in class or everything that's written in the book, but it doesn't make you able to analyze some literature work or make awesome mind blowing essays and it still doesn't make you able to pass those smart ones that are always there no matter what school you go to. i mean, have you ever heard of an anak rajin ranking 1 di kelas? it's always the smart ones. the ones who seem to have the brain of albert einstein's great grandchildren or something.</div><div>being rajin doesn't make you able to come out with awesome ideas on what to analyze or discuss on your final project, rajin people ends up being passive. whereas smart people's brain are always so active coming up with the newest things and not needing that much time. they only need like one tenth or one hundredth of the time that rajin people need to understand the exact same thing they're being thought. smart people can use the remaining time to do what they want whereas making them active and involved in so many new things wowing people even further. rajin people take up hours and hours and days and weeks to study for an exam and still doesn't always nail it. losing all those hours in where they can actually do other activities. honestly until now i don't get why god invent smart people. i know everyone has their own talent and ability, i know i know, but being smart is one hell of an ability. seriously. it's something everyone will want to own. it's something that can make parents and families and friends proud. on the other hand, rajin people can try as much as they want. they may succeed or they may like most times fail. and when they fail, nobody pretty much cares about the effort shown all along. i know in movies people strive to get what they want and stuff, but yeah right things like that will never happen in real life.</div><div><br /></div><div>true what my friend says, ga ada orang rajin masuk itb, pasti yg masuk orang2 pinter. it's true sih, every person i know who got into itb ga ada yang cuma modal rajin, pasti emang pinter dari sananya. unlike me who made it to ui cause ui's recruiting like 3 times more students than usual cause they need the money.</div><div><br /></div><div>eneg bgt sumpah, i wish i was smart. it's the one thing i want more than anything in the world</div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-55215379600992829282011-05-10T12:11:00.001-07:002011-05-10T12:14:22.050-07:00really really late night thoughtsDear god, thank you for the opportunities that you have given me in live. i know this sounds really cliche but i really really mean it. all those opportunities mean so much to me, those that i take or the ones that i don't. i realized that i never once regret taking an opportunity that lies ahead of me, though i realize i let go quite a lot of them. i will try to not do that again, i know you have big plans for me and i am willing to fulfill them will all that i have. i just hope "males" doesn't stay so much in the way because it usually does. lot's and lot's of time.Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-26769870989666647212011-04-01T11:26:00.000-07:002011-04-01T11:52:48.739-07:00The Girl With The Dragon Tattooso i haven't read in aaaagggesss, and when i decided to pick something up again i was sooo scared that the book would be disappointing and that i'd lost mood in reading again. i ended up choosing the girl with the dragon tattoo and let me tell you that's it was the best choice i could probably make.<div><br /></div><div>This is book is AMAZING. I don't even have words to describe it. it surely is one of the best books i've ever read.</div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-CQsPALGbiOqDMhoRLQDh8nTloeNtP7u02v2q-F9PKiFHjbyIxdpTAfZNBPFuddgImceMB56OptlGu17Eak2TOFMJtno1jTd5fuQNxOaTh9th8lWnfUw0hRtRUhkSmiAq4GKWt58nlmSs/s1600/the_girl_with_the_dragon_tattoo-large.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-CQsPALGbiOqDMhoRLQDh8nTloeNtP7u02v2q-F9PKiFHjbyIxdpTAfZNBPFuddgImceMB56OptlGu17Eak2TOFMJtno1jTd5fuQNxOaTh9th8lWnfUw0hRtRUhkSmiAq4GKWt58nlmSs/s320/the_girl_with_the_dragon_tattoo-large.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5590689630073245890" /></a><br /></div><div>The story is about journalist Mikael Blomkvist who is assigned to find a woman that has been missing for 40 years. He is then helped by Lisbeth Salander, genius hacker/researcher, to find the long-lost Harriet Vanger.</div><div>When Harriet went missing, the police searched for her for years and a very thorough search it was, but nevertheless Harriet was never found. So it's a huge challange for Mikael and Lisbeth to search for someone whose been missing for 40 years. All the clues are gone, the police have gone through everything, so what more to look for? but the amazing duo managed to find something the police and all other investigators have missed.</div><div><br /></div><div>I love how Stieg Larsson made such strong strong characters. Lisbeth Salander aka the girl with the dragon tattoo is soooooo cool beyond repair. she is just so aaarrrghh!!! she's so darn amazing i don't even know where to begin. you'll definitely drop your jaw several times through the book at seeing Lisbeth in action.</div><div><br /></div><div>I just watched the movie adaptation of this book and it was pretty ok. as usual, some parts were changed, but mostly things stayed the way they were. i was just slightly disappointed at how they picture Lisbeth.</div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifFL5VAc16HaJBrbKh1e7Sie9krmBAzYL-cm8F0WKuCQ6hjMapWwzNwzzuP280kky7y9iNG_cmY2clpCVjXKH2YiwX8BsQiSTSVAe97fPP2cvUNClvc4GYLEVQ8T9kBKY8IABi3q1eM1fP/s1600/lisbeth.jpeg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 275px; height: 183px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifFL5VAc16HaJBrbKh1e7Sie9krmBAzYL-cm8F0WKuCQ6hjMapWwzNwzzuP280kky7y9iNG_cmY2clpCVjXKH2YiwX8BsQiSTSVAe97fPP2cvUNClvc4GYLEVQ8T9kBKY8IABi3q1eM1fP/s320/lisbeth.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5590689628836318690" /></a><br /></div><div>In the book, Lisbeth was 24 but could easily be mistaken for a teenager because of her small figure. But in the movie she looked kind of old, like she's almost 30. She's also really tall in the movie, and too boyish. I've always imagined Lisbeth as a person who dresses like a punk but could still wear a black skirt and tights. But well, overall she is <i>the </i>Lisbeth Salander. Her personality is exactly the same, just a little different on the appearance.</div><div><br /></div><div>All in all. i recommend this book to EVERYONE. you won't regret it I swear, it's so amazing i'm just completely out of words for it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, they're making the hollywood version of the movie as i speak. Daniel Craig is going to play Mikael Blomkvist and Lisbeth will be played by Rooney Mara, the girl who played Mark's ex-girlfriend in the social network. i hope she's better than the earlier screen version of Lisbeth sooo can't wait for the movie!</div><div><br /></div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-13252353973536369112011-01-20T12:21:00.000-08:002011-01-20T13:06:33.596-08:00top 5 people i would like to meet<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><div>ok, so you are probably getting tired of my blog cause it's filled with my long rants, ramblings and curhats and whats its. sooo, today i am going to write about the 5 people i'd love to meet. this is actually kind of a challenge for me cause it's hard to utter why i want to meet them.</div><div><br /></div><div>1. Kim Kibum <a href="http://twitter.com/#!/ikmubmik">@ikmubmik</a></div><div><br /></div><div>Only because he is the best looking guy alive. well to me that is. he knows how to look right and i would GIVE to meet him</div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhsWFrFLRsPZe5T7FXfJOk8FaBdLEMhF4mXYmqrM0sOOv6Hf0ogR2sKY8PVpo5B7XZOmVNXEy5Bc79kZ7nj9zggM4Q0LsbM5zrlLw1kRUI9sq2xL_gKpHc0dI-rmz7zlDgq4bOcd1_-xVp/s1600/n1252833688_30331339_8220419.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 213px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhsWFrFLRsPZe5T7FXfJOk8FaBdLEMhF4mXYmqrM0sOOv6Hf0ogR2sKY8PVpo5B7XZOmVNXEy5Bc79kZ7nj9zggM4Q0LsbM5zrlLw1kRUI9sq2xL_gKpHc0dI-rmz7zlDgq4bOcd1_-xVp/s320/n1252833688_30331339_8220419.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5564376955834067506" /></a><br /></div><div>2&3. Trey Parker and Matt Stone</div><div>They're an item, i can't separate these two cause i want to meet both at the same time and if i had to choose, i wouldn't be able too. I don't know what goes on in their brains so that they could create such genius work. i love every bit of south park. the sarcasm, the critics it makes about society, religion and pretty much everything else. south park has been going on for almost 15 years and i know that it'll one day come to an end, like it or not. but i don't think i will be able to let the 4 boys go. ever, ever.</div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZOBhaLxGHGlEIq3Vd2lMJcev6GX_FgRy2oWju57SKFZG-Rj3I_1pXtV57ULqzgKch9LgSXCQBrk13ytf-mjIl0LUEmx8C5JgFPUhVG0DHyUIe2FKhJelzM5RgODlceUNCJfnfeFxGk6k2/s1600/trey+parker+matt+stone.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 206px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZOBhaLxGHGlEIq3Vd2lMJcev6GX_FgRy2oWju57SKFZG-Rj3I_1pXtV57ULqzgKch9LgSXCQBrk13ytf-mjIl0LUEmx8C5JgFPUhVG0DHyUIe2FKhJelzM5RgODlceUNCJfnfeFxGk6k2/s320/trey+parker+matt+stone.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5564376953422583746" /></a><br /></div><div>4. Yoko Ono <a href="http://twitter.com/#!/yokoono">@yokoono</a></div><div>Only because the is soooo amazing in so many ways. Fighting for peace though the whole world hates her. Also her relationship with John, it's the sweetest thing. i don't think i've seen a couple more in love. Last, i can't bring myself to imagine what it felt like to have your husband dying in your arms.</div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcl5uVQW2T_WY7z43mon3gFwpXyi6I-R4Sh5MfKNhgVl57t4Wgi_-75MITPHMoAWcZX5SNpVXnUTlLoW8Qp495bcZPikEJWrtMTfGCCtccGwYfEmlreXn9GehTy3y6MnffZMl3xm_-vfe_/s1600/1120330742_1729315666_Biography-Biography-Women-Beatles-Yoko-97684718001.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcl5uVQW2T_WY7z43mon3gFwpXyi6I-R4Sh5MfKNhgVl57t4Wgi_-75MITPHMoAWcZX5SNpVXnUTlLoW8Qp495bcZPikEJWrtMTfGCCtccGwYfEmlreXn9GehTy3y6MnffZMl3xm_-vfe_/s320/1120330742_1729315666_Biography-Biography-Women-Beatles-Yoko-97684718001.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5564376948963391090" /></a><br /></div><div>5. Lee Seunggi</div><div>Won an award for best emcee, best singer, and is an AMAZING actor. and unlike most korean stars, he's never had a plastic surgery.</div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0fPx_LCdfKjIk3yaMQmn_YmBFdXiiOvuBkrIHpn9YvedyezJ6KcE7eLw1f0yWahFk-tc0GxBfURVWzZGQk-rwVA1Qo8pn2MQGxhOOJC1M67eMVeOBD__QzuEhUUZZn8VJTI7IiEw4Yt7J/s1600/100903LeeSeungGi.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 230px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi0fPx_LCdfKjIk3yaMQmn_YmBFdXiiOvuBkrIHpn9YvedyezJ6KcE7eLw1f0yWahFk-tc0GxBfURVWzZGQk-rwVA1Qo8pn2MQGxhOOJC1M67eMVeOBD__QzuEhUUZZn8VJTI7IiEw4Yt7J/s320/100903LeeSeungGi.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5564376965888628338" /></a><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-2800789642872822492011-01-03T21:54:00.000-08:002011-01-03T22:06:58.390-08:0020 and still figuringso my parents have kept asking me about what i want to do with my life. i tell them i want to work at probably jakarta post for a year after i graduate and then continue with my postgraduate after.<div>i dont know why it's sooooo hard to tell them this but THIS is what i really REALLY want:</div><div>-graduate and move my ass out of my parent's house. (i've been saving)</div><div>-get a job</div><div>-travel around indonesia</div><div>-get married</div><div>-become a full-time mother</div><div><br /></div><div>i know my parents will go ballistic if they knew that's what i really wanted in life. they (like well other people hearing this) will think that i'm throwing my life away my getting married early and not working after i have kids. but hey who can blame me? that's what I want. more than anything in the whole wide world. so i don't see why it would be a waste. well maybe if i have to i'll probably squeeze in post-graduate somewhere in there.</div><div>the thing is, i feel that throughout my 20 years of life, my mum was never really there. i know it may not be fair to say this at all cause i don't know what it's like to be in her position, but i'm just saying what i feel. she leaves the responsibility of having children to others. i was raised mostly by hired people rather than my mum herself. until now, there are so many things she doesn't know about me. what annoys me the most is that she never ever listens. ever, it's like, no matter what i say or what i try to tell her, her ears aren't there. she always mentions something else completely irrelevant or straightforwardly say that i'm wrong.</div><div><br /></div><div>i can never know whether i'm going to be a good mother or not. but the least i can do is try and not make the same mistakes.</div><div><br /></div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-64391478000600040972010-12-03T02:17:00.000-08:002010-12-03T02:19:28.850-08:00:( ?Sumpah gw ga tau dan ga tau caranya untuk tau pacara gw apa kabar, masih mau pacaran apa nggak,udh nemu yg baru apa blm, masih inget gw apa ga.Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-72451149965051771282010-11-21T09:29:00.000-08:002010-11-21T09:49:24.360-08:001,5 year to go!i'm already in my third year of college without me realizing it. it feels like it was only yesterday i was awestruck by everything in my campus and by the many kinds of people i meet and i was so so eager to learn when i first got in. i was so happy it was like a dream come true and i know so very much that one day, i will get sick of it all. all.<div>well, that day is here.</div><div>i have been striving for survival for the past 4 semesters. at school i was never really that smart, and i'd really really like to change that. in college, i'm not smart either, i'm feel like i'm always the lowest in class and all but i think my grades are more important than anything. i never really aimed that high, i just want to pass on all of my classes. i just want to finish college in 4 years or less. since i'm not that smart to begin with, i had to really work my ass to get there, thank god i managed the last 2 years ok. sure there were bruises here and there, but thank god i managed to pass all classes and i think my GPA is pretty ok, it's NOTHING compared to the others in my class, but i know my own strength and so far i think i've done what i can.</div><div>but after 2 years of trying, it just gets sooooo tiring. after 2 years of wanting to pass everything cleanly, without cheating, everything becomes so messed up. i hate this semester more than anything. i don't have a favorite subjects, i feel like my teachers are trying to kill me though i know they are helping, but i'm the one being help is so tired of trying. i have no mood to study anymore because i hate the fact that the curriculum is so effing stiff and i haven't been able to learn the language on my own by watching tv or listening to songs or whatever. and i hate that i have to study history every fucking semester from semester 1-5. history is the subject i have always hated ever since i first came contact with it. and i hate that my favorite subject ever, culture studies. is only studied in 1 fucking semester like seriously fuck.</div><div>i still tutor my precious pupils, 3 times a week, sometimes more. i don't think they are taking my study time at all, coming to see them is a real treat. being in contact with them reminds me of how happy it was to be young. they are so happy and full of energy and i LOVE, more than anything, sharing with them what i know. tutoring them makes me feel like i actually have a purpose in life. like i'm actually useful for something. it's just fascinating how you tell them something that you always thought was just simple knowledge but they're so awed by it.</div><div>lately, i've been asked to teach 8th grade science, and i was like, what? i suck at science? but the mother of my pupil kinda forced me to do it, so i did it. and i was soooooo surprised at how much i still remember from what my 6th grade teacher taught me. i mean, i didn't need to look at books that much, i just told my pupil everything i know and it really does make me feel alive. i can't believe how much teachers were such an inspiration and how much they've done for us.</div><div>ok i'm rambling, the point is, i love tutoring because not only my pupils learn, i do too. i love reading articles they brought home from school, i like listening to their stories of how they're school life is like.</div><div>jadi intinya gw mau ngmngin tutoring apa cape kuliah sih? haha i don't know either i just went where my fingers took me. i just hope more than anything that i still pass this semester.</div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-41618552720951382582010-09-18T13:41:00.000-07:002010-09-22T03:11:04.534-07:00favorite songsi promise you all i am trying my best not to have all the songs be SuJu even though they're songs are on top on my play count<div><br /></div><div>1. Wasted Years-Maroon 5</div><div>not a maroon 5 song that's often heard of but i love it and it will forever be my favorite song. it's available on maroon 5 friday the 13th album. i lost mine somewhere in the house and i can't wait till the day i found it again and get all excited and watch it. oh and the song's recorded live. no studio recording--at least not that i know of.</div><div><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Er1jVIEREYc?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Er1jVIEREYc?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>2. A Love that will last-Renee olstead</div><div>my second favorite song and i will forever love it and it amazes me how renee olstead can sing sooooo amazingly at the age of 14. i will also always remember the time i met her and actually cried and was totally speechless. her java jazz performance was also overly awesome.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcl4sQmUSwzPOgzEWgVvhtfpsJsN3sHNoL8Fw59JJgvtDX4nAQvq95c-ATOgtWHmc_FvtvlLRWrYuNfd6fSe2aeiRZUPtmEBR908gtTH6zbYihZbnd2vjKsgQLg6qBLjCWkqQqY07nLWSR/s1600/renee.jpg"><img style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcl4sQmUSwzPOgzEWgVvhtfpsJsN3sHNoL8Fw59JJgvtDX4nAQvq95c-ATOgtWHmc_FvtvlLRWrYuNfd6fSe2aeiRZUPtmEBR908gtTH6zbYihZbnd2vjKsgQLg6qBLjCWkqQqY07nLWSR/s320/renee.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5518360550846553282" /></a></div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-45274621641115824112010-09-17T09:46:00.000-07:002010-09-18T13:36:54.221-07:00favorite moviescontinuing with the challenge, here's a few of my favorite movies of all time. not really in order, cause i can't decide which one i like more than the others.<div>1. Troy</div><div>I looooovveeee this movie and i've seen it a gazillion times and i could go watch it many more times and probably still love the movie. The storyline's completely messed up actually but it's the best visualization of ancient greece you could get. well, actually not really, but to me it's perfect. it makes me wants to go back to those old days and actually be one of them. i bought the extended version dvd and i loved it. it's uncensored and has more scenes and it's got so many features that are greek mythology related. </div><div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGMYlR_5S0L1yzBQhJyZpY5U6FNbXwuU8iPZZq6Ra0s-s7dCydQJDGE3npp70h1NzBurL0QGJUxMKUtLZFyGJNlVS3QqjrCYSG4HZ8JzReJgPjjIC-kbAYGaJN1yfSqdpU7S6iYDJYyONW/s1600/troy_main.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 290px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGMYlR_5S0L1yzBQhJyZpY5U6FNbXwuU8iPZZq6Ra0s-s7dCydQJDGE3npp70h1NzBurL0QGJUxMKUtLZFyGJNlVS3QqjrCYSG4HZ8JzReJgPjjIC-kbAYGaJN1yfSqdpU7S6iYDJYyONW/s320/troy_main.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517931855162690818" /></a></div><div> </div><div>2. Inglourious Basterds</div><div>I also love this movie so so so so so much i think it's perfect in every single way. i remember being in the movies and being completely in awe from the start to the end of the movie. it even features 2 main characters from troy--brad pitt and diane kruger-- who also plays the main characters in this movie.</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>3. Bring it on</div><div>Every girls favorite, need i say more? i still memorize the i'm sexy i'm cute song and i watched the dvd religiously when i was in primary school and wanted to be a cheerleader when i was in junior high but i didn't pass the auditions. since then, cheerleaders have ended up entering my life in an unfortunate way. oh and, gw ga mengakui adanya bring it on 2, 3, 4, 5 and etc.</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>4. Freedom Writers</div><div>Loves it. Mrs G really inspired me to be a better tutor and made me realize i am actually responsible for other people's futures. she inspires me to be a teacher one day and i really love everything about her. it's amazing how she could approach her students. i would've quit asap if i was here. she also made me realize that if you really want to fight for something, sacrifices has to be made.</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>5. The Princess Diaries</div><div>Mia Thermopolis. awe inspiring in EVERY single way. i actully prefer the book, but the movie's a nice visualization. in the book, it's amazing how mia, who was a real nobody who couldn't do anything, ended up as a girl who could speak her own words and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">b</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">ring democracy to a country</span>. She even published a book later in life.</div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div>6. Attack on the Pin-up Boys</div><div>Kibum as a lead actor? how could i not LOVE the movie? ok so the storyline's a bit bizarre but the boys played their parts nicely. i esp love kibum and donghae and heechul. but mostly kibum. he looks like a life version of shinichi in this movie and i've only watched the movie 3 times but i could go watching it over and over.</div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMTB8Q1ZaydoX9tdWj9e6a6saftQw3rdlKk6cz-JbYl5y0I-MSExfLQAWlYM5rs-hj5gm-vUrB2YQlmkgWjUGSClCJJ8ogkQzpuBk83-2DO6YuStHR5-kFUQ8NykfC6DFrHPkhTDspYDys/s1600/attackofpinupboys.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 225px; height: 320px;" 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border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517931838818410834" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMN6CYxzrohX08wJNpoooxk37IHZA__Cc-Bj6ATznQdcVSHshMv-VXX6gNTQmoLQGWgjUOxQsFuK14RBuhScxuMqNhT0IyesMMx8_BNQ3orPcyqEaUnAH2oGZs0bA2RD0O1oeQTZhOVLLe/s1600/25615.5.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMN6CYxzrohX08wJNpoooxk37IHZA__Cc-Bj6ATznQdcVSHshMv-VXX6gNTQmoLQGWgjUOxQsFuK14RBuhScxuMqNhT0IyesMMx8_BNQ3orPcyqEaUnAH2oGZs0bA2RD0O1oeQTZhOVLLe/s320/25615.5.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517931829826708578" /></a>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-62304641668101725952010-09-16T14:16:00.001-07:002010-09-17T09:45:51.783-07:00super summerbeen watching super junior's super summer. not as good as exploration of the human body or full house but it's ok i guess. only 3 members are in it. my favorite 3: kibum, donghae, siwon. what i like about the show is it's got hidden cameras all over and the boys are put into situations that really reveal their true self. i've only watched 4 episodes and i learned a lot about kibum and ilfil sama siwon haha.<div>so the guys have to try and win one girl's heart. there's this one scene with a hidden camera where the girl pretends to fight with his boyfriend over the phone then she cries to kibum and asks whether she should break up with him or not. kibum said something in the lines of, 'if you're in rage and you kill a person, you will surely regret it. don't make decisions when your in an emotional state. take time to think it over.'</div><div>that really touched me.</div><div>i mean, that is so me, making rash decisions and asking to break up almost every time i fight with iman, and i get moved by the smallest things aka labil. i also get pissed off and irritated real easily and do things while i'm enraged only to end up regretting it later.</div><div><br /></div><div>and it takes kibum to tell me i shouldn't do those kinds of things again. hhaha</div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-91514526572131897172010-09-12T13:42:00.000-07:002010-09-12T13:53:53.098-07:00still figuring out lifeturns out my plan to get a job and move out as soon as i graduate has to be postponed. my parents really want me to continue my studies. i thought about it and i guess getting a postgraduate degree is probably the best decision. but, again with the money. i so do not want to keep living of their money until i'm 24. no way in hell. so i have to do the one and only thing i can, get a scholarship. but the problem is, can I? i don't know how hard it is to get one. but let alone the scholarship, i don't even know what major i'm going to choose gaarrrghh. but then again back to the money. i really need to get a scholarship no matter what. i really really desperately do. i have to. but again i state, i'm not that smart. i mean i've been trying to study like heck this holiday but i don't think it's working much. maybe i'm not trying too hard, maybe i'm still not on the right track. but i really really want to naikin IP this semester i really do. even if gw ga bisa naikin, at least i could mertahanin so please dear IP jangan turun no matter what happen dear god.Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-67648687138742286382010-09-08T13:16:00.000-07:002010-09-08T14:11:35.658-07:0010 random factsi know i've posted random facts about me but i'll post another one cause well, you can never have enough random facts<div><br /><div>1. scary as it may sound, i can't effing wait to get married and have kids. might as well be after graduation.</div></div><div>2. as much as i'd love to get a job and be successful at it, i believe that my true calling is to be a mother. and i can't wait for my turn to be one</div><div>3. i have had a job for 6 months now and i haven't managed to save a single penny of my payment. i always end up spending it all in a matter of weeks. bad habit bad. definitely changing it this month</div><div>4. i am one of the the most jealous-an person i know. i get jealous sooooooo easily of other girls and thank god my boyfriend isn't one to care much about this. he actually makes fun of it sometimes purposely making me jealous, getting me all fumed up and laughing about it.</div><div>5. when i sleep, it has to be pitch black. i can't even stand the slightest bit of light, that stupid annoying red blinking light in my bb and the stupid green dot in my air conditioner. so no matter how dark it is, i still use an eye patch</div><div>6. i am a worshipper of trey parker and matt stone. i believe that everything they claim to be true is true and i guess south park has made a huge part in making me who i am now. a really huge part.</div><div>7. i kinda like cooking and think that i'm not so bad at it, i'm just inexperienced</div><div>8. my room's a complete mess esp. my bookshelf but i like to go to bookstores and align the books if they're displayed crookedly.</div><div>9. i'm not that very good at keeping promises. in fact, i suck at it. it's the one thing i kind of always fail to do, along with a few other stuff</div><div>10. when people praise me for my english, i don't think i deserve it, cause I never earned this ability. it's something i pick up when i was in aussie. anyone who was dumped in australia for two years with no one to speak indo to would result in the same ability.</div>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-471025080289461861.post-20099908890858622872010-09-08T12:38:00.000-07:002010-09-08T12:55:23.605-07:00no other<meta charset="utf-8"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'Trebuchet MS', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:13px;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">gw tambah pgn bisa bhs korea. it sound a thousandfold more beautiful if you can actually understand the song. turns out the meaning of the lyrics are beautiful. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">There’s no one like you, even if I look around endlessly</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Where could I find someone as great as you?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Someone as kind as you?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">a gift like you</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i'd have to work to death to be this fortunate</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i'll protect you as if i we're protecting the world</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Where could i find a guy as happy as i am?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">The happiest guy in the world</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Your once strong heart becomes sensitive</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Whenever i'm hurt</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Holding me in your arms gently</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i only wish for simple things like that</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">my heart wants to do everything</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">to make you happy, yet you don't know this</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I want to shout it from the bottom of my heart</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">My soul is completely unrestrained</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i'll always be thankful, you're the reason i can do anything</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i have nothing, absolutely nothing</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Please know that my heart is burning hotter than the sun</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Even when other girls come onto the stage</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">bright and shiny during TV shows,</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">you'll still never fail to dazzle me</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i'm going crazy, crazy baby</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">your loving words</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">are all i need in this world</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i wonder how someone like you could exist</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">i stupidly believe that you are everything to me</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div></span>Pramesti WIdya Kiranahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02463358291393396730noreply@blogger.com0