SASTRA CINA UI!

goodbye highschool!

so this is probably going to be the last post from my old laptop. and this is probably the last time i'm ever going to touch this laptop. i'm going to miss it sooooooo much. the reason i'm using this laptop right now is because there's a lot of data here that needs to be transfered to my new laptop. i know this may sound weird but it's really really sad! seeing all those pictures, reading old msn coversations. i was like all wow, things really have changed.

 so yeah, new life, new laptop, new campus! goodbye old life, hello new life. hahaa. i can't wait till the pengumuman snmptn tonite. i hope things turn out well! good luck to all of you as well.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahaah!

ok so i had a little too much fun with james today. hhhahaaha. i can't write down all the details cause it'll just be too much, ok maybe i'll write some. ahahhaah. our day started at 1 at grand indonesia and ended at 10 at grand indonesia. wow, i just realized myself, it was THAT long. hahaha. 

3 things that i won't ever forget:

-diliatin selusin orang di taichan

-ngomentarin 'iklan mentos'

-pura2 berantem

ok, so first of all. yes me and james are from 2 different race. but that doesn't stop us from having all the fun in the world. so we really don't need that kind of stare.

second, when you see someone broke their shoe heel, you don't screaming 'ih kaya di iklan mentos! kaya iklan mentos! hahahaha.' 

third, it may sound really2 stupid and pretty much cheesy, but pretending to fight is soooooo much fun. we kept cracking up after we see people passing by and just looking at us like we're some kind of dysfunctional couple. hahaha

so yeah james, i had waaaaaaaay too much fun with you today. can't wait til we raid bandung! hahahaa

2 hours and 40 minutes

till i meet james! can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

honesty is the best policy?

i've seen people lie to each other in relationships. i've been seeing a lot of it lately. but there's something that's more common than lying to  your partner. i've seen people cry their hearts out just because they can't stand their lover, but love them too much to actually leave them. gosh seriously, that isn't healthy people. that's not how you're supposed to feel.what's the point of being with them if they can't make you happy. most of the time, people think they're happy with their partner, but deep down they're actually not. i hope this post can be mean something to some people out there who are going through something more or less like what i just wrote.

sorry!

g tau knp akhir2 ini gw malessssssssssssss bgt berhubungan sm hp gw. dua2nya. baik esia maupun gsm. jd maaf ya klo ada yg sms gw trus gw blsnya lamaaaaa bgt atau malah sama skali g dibales. ok ok? sorry. meninggalkan comment di facebook kayanya cara yg lebih efektif menghubungi gw dibanding sms k hp. haha

i really want to write something

but i don't know what, so i'm just going to ramble. haha

i got accepted at sastra cina ui. yes2, i know i've written that a gazillion times already but this time the point is not the fact that i've been accepted. my point is ,I can't speak chinese at all and IT'S SOOOOOO HARD!!!!!! i've heard many many things from people like 'klo beda nada beda arti', 'lo harus ngafalin beribu2 huruf', 'nyet itu susah bgt lho gw aja g bisa2.' all that and the fact that there is more than 1 type of chinese. gosh i'm fucking clueless and i'll have to start from scratch. the big big question, will i make it? i know people say that you can succeed in anything if you really try. i know2. and i've been holding on to that. but i think there's more to the quote. i think it should be more like you can succeed in anything if you really really try as far as your brain can go.

i studied my friggin ass off for snmptn. i really2 did. i tried to understand the math problems but i can never solve most of them. i've tried shitless but still i don't get it. my biggest worry right now is that the same thing will occur when learning chinese. but let's just hope that it doesn't.

this long pause after finishing high school and before starting college, my wallet's always empty. i keep spending and spending since i have nothing else to do. i decide that for college, i CAN NOT keep asking my parents for money. i have to start making my own. i figure i'll go get a part-time job. but then again, will it disturb my studies? i will really really have to work my ass of if i want to survive sastra cina, but with a part time job, will i manage?i'm BAD at organizing time. bad bad bad.

james is moving to bandung next week. i'll really miss you. i'll come and visit once in a while. promise promise. thank god i got accepted at ui and that i don't have to move to australia. hahaa.

so what else should i ramble in about. hmmmmmmm. read rant people. i promise it's good.

hmmmm what else. i don't know i'm pretty much out of words. hahaa

oh yeah there's more. i've bought making out in chinese a few months ago. i thought it would be fun to start learning from that book. it is cause it's filled with curses and it really is fun. hahaaa. but i usually just read the chinese alphabet part  like wang ba dan, wo ai ni, sheng ri quai le and stuff like that. i never read the read chinese writing. i payed attention to them yesterday figuring i would have to for the next 4 years of my life and i realized that they were soooooo complicated! seriously, 1 letter could contain so many lines and i've heard that you have to draw the lines in a particular order. how on earth am i suppose to memorize thousands of letters plus how to draw each and every one of them. oh gosh just shoot me.

i've been going through facebook and looking at the tenth grade pictures icha tagged us all. i miss those days. school was hell but meeting all of you was the only reason i came everyday. hahaha. we'd take really stupid pictures and play si buta dan si gua hantu. we even call ourselves black cat. hahhaa god knows where the name comes from. i tried uploading them but failed miserably. oh well. they're not for the public eye anyway.(tapi ada di facebook. haha)