jason mraz!

so jason mraz is coming to town.

OH

MYYYYYYYYY

here's the thing, i have never, until now, liked a human being as i use to like jason mraz. i read all his blogs, memorize all his lyrics and i always felt so connected to him and i was sure he was my soulmate, we just haven't met yet.

gw smp tau klo dia pernah nikah sebentar sm cewe namanya sheridan trus dia openly bisexual. he's never had sex with a guy, tp he'd like to. haha

tp itu dulu. hahahaha. i've came to my senses dan yaudah si skrg ngefans sewajarnya aja. hahaha. tp ga ada lagu jason mraz yg gw ga suka.

pertama bella yg ngasi tau klo java jazz jason mraz bakal dtg, tp bella jg ga yakin. trus pmnya ryan di msn ngasi tau klo jason mraz bakal maen tgl 6 maret.

trus gw seneng d pas bella blg klo dgr jason mraz inget gw. haha. dulu gw manggil bella bella luna. lagunya jason mraz bella luna. hahaha. klo gw nulis terus ttg jason mraz disini, ga bakal ada abisnya.

soooooooooooooo, what i'm going to do is. ngetem di sultan. ngetem abis2an di lobby bawa semua buku pelajaran klo perlu biar gw ga bosen.

gw sempet gt mikir, aaah coba taun dpn javajazznya jason mraz. ah tp ngarep ah. haha. ternyata. ooooh myyyy jason mrazzz. parah2. gw pengen teriak bgt rasanya. hahaha

another day

tadi gw k ps/senayan city sm ajeng, bella, atid, icha, nindi. seneeng, udah lama ga ketemu sm yg di bandung.  ooooh btw, gw td k ps naek bus lho dr rumah gw! naek 213 dr deket rumah gw, turun dpn atma trus naek 44 smp ps. haha.

inti dari post gw kali ini bukan mau nyeritain perjalanan gw naek bus, tp gw pgn cerita ttg abis dr sency.

so i got home, lgsg ol trus chatting sm monster. trus yaaaa gt deh. trus iman nelf. trus yaaaa gt deh.

aaaaaaaaahhhh gw pgn ceritaaaaaa tp gw ga mungkin nulis disiniiiiiiiiiiii. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

intinya, something occurred after doing those 2 things. something that got me thinking about a few things. a lot of things actually. tp gw ga mungkin nulis disiniiiii. aaaaaaaaaaahhh gateeeelllll. pengen nulis tp ga bisa.

hmmm time to get my old journal out of the shelf. haha

maaf ya postnya ga jelas dan, maybe, bikin penasaran. hahaha

-eh iya, sumpah gw kecanduan maen guess the sketch ni gara2 nurul sm yuni. haha. maen deh di facebook.

-trus td ya, untuk pertama kalinya, internet gw di hp bisa. hahaha. menurut gw, itu dikarenakan oleh keberadaan bella disitu. bella bawa hokkie. haha

-gw hr sabtu ke subtitles trus minjem dr. strangelove, eyes wide shut sm shawshank redemption. gw pinjem eyes wide shut sm dr. strangelove kan ceritanya mau ngubrick gt kan. tp sayang sekali, gw ga ngerti dr. strangelove anjrit. item putih lg. trus eyes wide shut biasa aja. cuma bgs pas di rumah topeng2 doang. trus ntn shawshank redemption ga bisa gara2 laptop gw sok2 sensitif imut gt jd baret dikit ga kebaca. trus ntn di dvd player g bisa soalnya region codenya beda dan udah g bisa di ganti. huuaaaaaaaah.

awareness test

ok this is fucking hilarious. hahahaha

pergolakan pemikiran islam

So today, my dad gave me a book which is probably going to be the best book I will ever lay my hands on. The title is Pergolakan Pemikiran Islam by Ahmad Wahid. Anybody ever heard of it. Sumpah2, gw cuma bisa bilang. Bacaaaaaaaaaa sumpah bacaaaaaaaa ini bagus bgtttt I can’t even describe it. So what I’m going to do is write some passages from my favorite part, kebebasan berpikir. Here it goes:

 

 

 saya sungguh tidak dapat mengerti mengapa orang begitu phobi dengan pemikiran bebas. Malahan orang yang takut untuk berpikir bebas itu ditimpa oleh ketakutan dan keraguan akan kepura-puraannya yang sudah tidak terlihat. Dia ragu untuk berkata bahwa ada suatu pikiran yang dia benamkan di bawah sadarnya. Pikiran yang dibenamkan ini dia larang untuk muncul dalam kesadarannya.

 

Dengan berpikir bebas bisa salah hasilnya. Dengan tidak berpikir bebas juga bisa salah hasilnya. Lalu mana yang lebih potensial untuk tidak salah? Dan mana yang lebih potensial untuk menemukan kebenaran-kebenaran baru? Saya kira orang yang tidak mau berpikir bebas itu telah menyia-nyiakan hadian Allah yang begitu berharga yaitu otak.

 

Tuhan aku ingin berbicara dengan engkau dalam suasana bebas. Aku percaya bahwa engkau tidak hanya benci pada ucapan-ucapan yang munafik, tapi juga benci pada pikiran-pikiran yang munafik, yaitu pikiran-pikiran yang tidak berani memikirkan yang timbul dalam pikirannya, atau pikiran yang pura-pura tidak tahu pada pikiran sendiri

 

Saya tidak mau jadi orang munafik, sok suci dan semacam itu. Percobaan menyembunyikan pikiran bawah sadar yang mungkin ada? Dan saya tidak mau berpura-pura. Apalagi terhadap sesama manusia seperti Ahmad dan lain-lainnya.

 

 

Ya itu sedikit dari bagian kebebasan berpikir. Haha. Bagian abis kebebasan berpikir: Emoh jadi orang munafik.

ok so do you now get what i like about the passage that i just wrote? or no no, do you get what this guy is actually talking about? the book is about the muslim way of thinking. so this guy, he kinds of mempertanyakan cara berpikir muslim. apa bener kita harus nerima semua aturan dan hukum islam itu secara mentah2? dan kalau misalnya kita mau mempertanyakan sesuatu, apa itu dosa? apa semua pikiran untuk mempertanyakan aturan2 tersebut dianggap dosa? apa benar semua hal yang di luar quran dan hadits itu salah? apa tuhan akan menghukum kita karena kita berpikir bebas padahal tuhan sendiri yang memberi kita akal tsb?

and my favorite part, kenapa orang takut bgt berpikir bebas? like mentioned earlier, it's because they're afraid. people who don't think freely has things supressed in their mind and pretends that those thoughts never occur to their head. free thinkers brought up those thoughts and those close minded people are of course disturbed cause they're kind of forced to face their lies. i mean, COME ON, masa si lo ga pernah mempertanyakan apa-apa tentang agama lo? lo bener2 mau nelen mentah2 tu the fact that moses parted the red sea and how a certain somebody we know could resurrect or whatever. i'm sorry if this is kind of harsh but if you claim you've never questioned those things, then you're the one being harsh to yourself.

yeah this book talks about stuff like that. THAT is why i LOVE it.

 

tulis tulis

so i actually don't have a particular topic for today but i feel like writing. actually, one topic just shoot out right now. my parents aren't home right now and adip i'm chatting with adip on msn and he's asking to cabut. hahahaa. yeah ok, it would be just a piece of cake and no one would know and it's something i really want to do since i have nothing to do anyway and i kind of want to spice up my holiday but i can't do that. haha. not when my parents are in a hospital not far from my house caused by a lasik operation gone wrong. i've always wanted to lasik my eyes, since my eyesight completely fucked up. -6.00. haha. but seeing the risks that could happen, i really want to keep my braille knowledge for teaching and teaching ONLY. haha.

i've also been thinking of tes snmptn ulang just for the sake of iseng. haha. i mean, come on, imagine this, i do the test again without telling my parents and i pick something really impossible like ekonomi and komunikasi or if i really want to go all the way, sekalian ikut ipc dan tambahin arsitek itb. hahaha. then MISALNYA gt keterima(which is almost impossible), kan lucu klo gw blg k nykp. eh ma ma, liat deh, aku keterima di FE lho. hahahahaahahhahaah. hey, it's ok tu ngayal kan? and people who are actually seriously applying for snmptn next year, don't worry, i won't do it. i know how annoying that is. haha.

i've also been thinking, gila i'm so goal oriented bgt d. sumpah2 lama2 cape sendiri. i mean i try like SHIT to be a somebody. i force myself into the debate society just cause i could have those public speaking skills, i keep thinking, snmptn lagi aah, and cari tempat buat magang ah, buat menuh2in cv, and all those stuff. i mean, i should be focusing on right now, on my grades alone. like that isn't already tricky enough.

merry christmas!

sorry it's kind of late, but check this out

should she or should she not?

love it! i watched it over and over.

what i think: i think gregoire shouldn't have put up the sign next to the jesus' birth thingy. the sign says things that are completely contrast to that jesus' birth thingy. atheism should still be given the right to express themselves, just like any religion. but we're humans aren't we? we should know better that that sign is there to mock the existence of christianity itself. religious things shouldn't be allowed to be put up against each other. but it;s hard actually, then that means chanukah isn't allowed, same goes for fsm decorations on christmas and many other things for that matter. hmmmm. sounds like a great debate topic. lol

di saat orang2....

maen polyvore, gw lebih suka maen visual bookshelf di facebook. ga tau knp tp gw g pernah suka maen polyvore dan g bisa suka. it's just not my thing i guess. but i could meddle with my visual bookshelf smp lama bgt. haha.

ok enough with the unimportant introduction. today i did a little thinking. lately, i've been thinking of ways of how to be on top, how to be successful and stuff. for what? because i want to make my parents proud. that's it. because i want to prove to them that i can. not just my parents actually, but my friends and all my family as well. but then i realized, the pressure really does feel bigger. it's like i HAVE to do it cause if i don't i'll disappoint a lot of people. i should be doing it to prove to MYSELF that i can. i remember there are days where i would tell people, 'i promise i can! i'll prove that i can!' then people would just go,'you don't need to prove anything to anyone but yourself.'

ok, that is right. cause like a philosopher once said(forgot his name), musuh terbesar adalah diri kita sendiri. which is, bener! bener bgt malah. the only person that needs proving that i can do it is myself cause it's true, i keep doubting myself. another philosopher (can't make out his name either)also once said,'being alone doesn't kill you, it actually makes you stronger.' that is also true i guess. being alone is the only time where we could have a dialog with ourselves without getting influenced by our surroundings. that particular philosopher also said, in order to be in a 'supermind' state, you have to pull yourself from the society in order to think for your self without being poisoned by your surroundings. this philosopher thinks that majority is wrong and minority is right.  by being in the majority, people do not think for themselves. they are influenced by the thought of others, poisoned by their surroundings. it's hard to think for yourself when your in a majority group. and this philosopher thinks that minority is right cause minority are people who pulls themselves away from the society to think about what they really want to think about.

eh tp sumpah gw lupa nama philosophernya! aaaaaarrggghhh. i'll post a new note once i remember.

btw, mos burger enak lho(irrelevant, i know, but it really is enak!)

just for the record

the weather today is slightly blemished with guilt and smudged with a pint of lust

lama bgt nunggu kfc sumpah

byyy, klo udah sampe sana contact me ya! i know you'll read this! haha. duuuuh pgn kasi tau sesuatu d by. hahaha.

bingung mau nulis apa in general, so i'll make more of those pointless points:
-bolt in 3D, bagus! gambarnya bersih bgt sumpah. jelas gt. qing chu. bulunya bgs bgt dan boltnya lucu bgt. haha. i want a puppy!
-gw br sadar, i really do love going to bookstores. klo alone emg suka dr dulu. tp gw br nyadar ternyata gw jg suka k bookstore sm org and share each others interest.
-gw makin suka baca chuck palahniuk. parah2 bgs bgt. but somehow, i feel that i think it''s good because the stories are somehow gw bgt. not everybody will like them. they're not even bestsellers
-semenjak maen visual bookshelf, ada beberapa buku yang sering gw temuin di banyak bookshelf org pdhl tdnya gw ga gt ngeh sm tu buku. diantaranya: geroge orwell-1984 sama the wednesday letters.
-tetha, klo lo baca ini, knp td pm lo bahasa cina? hahahaahahahahahahahah. oh btw, knp putus lg te? :(
-gw kmrn nemu buku di TGA judulnya blind power. jd ttg org buta gt. dan dia blg, he left braille 10 years ago. dia blg, udah ga guna braille. UUURRRGGGHHH gondok tau ga. tp the bright side is, gw mikirnya, biarpun semakin banyak buku yg bisa lo baca di internet or download di reader or kindle, buku akan selalu menang. like stephen king says, things that are on paper last longer than those that are on some screen.
-eh masa di kampus gw ada yg ngaku2 gt. iiih mls bgt iiih.
-udah si, itu aja. haha

yauds d, see you on my next post. oooh! it's christmas eve already!

aaaaarrrggghhh

ok, I'M LOSING IT!!!! no, no, I'VE LOST IT!!!! parah2, i'm surprised i could still stay calm all this time. before, i was THIS CLOSE to doing what i vowed not to do. but now, I WILL do it and i don't even want to stop and think about the consequences. cause i'm blinded buy clouds of........ arrrrggghhhh.

how many of you have to wait for a year anyway. none i'm sure. gosh you lucky people.

the holiday's just begun

but the drama has started. haha

what you told me yesterday. those are like, the answer to my prayers. but it's still kind of kentang. i really hope it will be the answer to my prayers.

gosh i am lucky.

and what happened today, oh that was great all right. can't wait to see what's coming up.

this like it's going to be one loooooong holiday. lol

....

internet gw lamanya ky tai jd gw g bisa baca one piece. eh ima bikin post ttg gw di dia punya blog. haha baca deh.

in a hurry to spell checkmate

jadi setelah ntn penbes yg btw menurut gw bgs bgt, gw laper. lapeeeeerrr anjriittt blm makan mlm. hhuaaaaaahh. nginep kfc paraaaaahhhh mana tadi abis nyatet nomer delivery 24 jam nya lg. tp mls delivery. berarti gw hrs standby nungguin makanannya dtg. dan gw nemu bakmi GM tp dingin dan gw ga bisa manasin dan gw sampe skrg MASI BLOM PUNYA MICROWAVE. huhuhuhuhuhu. akhirnya gw nemu buncis semangkok penuh yang dingin jg tp yaudah mau gmn lg, laper. kan buncisnya semangkok penuh tu, gw mikir yaudah gw skrg makan dikit aja, ga mungkin jg abis. eh abis tpnya. bner2 abis dan gw sempet mikir, apa2 ga si kebanyakan buncis? tp yaudah si, mendingan kebanyakan buncis daripada kebanyakan apaan yang ga jelas. buncis masi sayur gt. dan gw masi lapeeeerrr. huuhuhu. dan gw pgn bgt ntn dvd tp kamar gw ga ada tv dan klo gw ntn di laptop gw males karena laptop gw sok2 sensitif jadi dikit2 ga kebaca discnya. bikin cape. yaudah gw ga punya pilihan laen selain baca one piece di onemanga. huaaaam.

iseng

setelah membaca curhatannya atis yang super panjang di blognya, gw jd nyadar, gw sendiri udah lama bgt ga nulis kaya gt.

the thing is, i don't really know when to start. haha. ok, so tomorrow i will have my last uas and that's it. that's the end of my first semester at UI. honestly, it was great. i don't know how thankful i am for getting accepted at chinese studies cause i don't think there is a more suitable major for me in the whole of UI. there was a time when i really wish that i could move to philosophy, but after really seeing what they have to study, hahaaa, no thank you. i guess i liked philosophy, but back to the fact knp gw ga jadi ngisi filsafat pas ngisi formulir is because even though i LOVE philosophy, i'm not the kind of person who could actually sit my ass through 4 years of that stuff. those are just for sheer knowledge, not something you major.

honestly, i'm at a point where life is perfectly a ok and i have nothing to worry about. i'm enjoying my university life, my friends, my love life that's actually going along a little to great ever since i put my mode to completely heartless so that i'll have nothing to lose. haha. i'm also going to bali for new year's eve which i really can't wait. but the thing is, when life is to perfect like now, you get yourself thinking. i wonder what tragedy god has in store for me.

speaking of god, you know what. i don't know how long i've actually abandoned my religion. but to be extremely honest, even though i'm religionless, i've never felt closer to god. it's like, if found my own comfort zone which is definitely not religions. religion is just one out of so many great options to choose from to find your inner peace and whatever. and to be reallllly honest, i hate it when people say, gw belom aja nemuin jalan gw balik ke agama. i won't. beneran d. haha. this is what i've been searching all along. i remember that one time a few months ago i decided to aaah coba sholat aaaah, iseng aja. then everybody went, alhamdullilah idya udah balik ke jalan yang bener. hahahaahhahaha. kata siapa itu jalan yang bener? ga ada yang ngejamin gt. kesannya tu kaya seakan blg jalan gw yang sekarang tu salah. well, klo gt, you're just as salah as me cause nobody can really prove which is truly right.

haha balik lagi kan soal agama. gila kayanya emg agama is my forte deh. haha

pengantar linguistik umum

so instead of studying like little miss goody two shoes, i spaced out and decided to write my thoughts down here:

-kalo misalnya waktu itu adip ga pake gantungan kunci charmandernya yang bikin gw bilang itu lucu dan bikin gw kenalan sama adip dan akhirnya ngenalin gw ke flying spaghetti monster and atheism, gimana ya?

-kalo waktu itu batas toleransi gw keburu abis buat nunggu anak2 fkm siap2 sebelom orasi sumpah pemuda dan gw pulang duluan dan ga ikut orasi yang artinya ga bakal ada kejadian terdampar di plangi sama vava, ima, agis, iman, gimana ya?

-kalo misalnya waktu itu gw ga ngerengek2 ke bokap gw minta ke citos ntn transformers yang bikin gw kenalan sama baya dan akhirnya ngenalin gw ke south park, gimana ya?

-kalo misalnya gw waktu itu jadi sms michelle bilang gw ga mau ikut jaga buat jakarta crossover yang bikin gw ketemu sama boncel pertama kali, gimana ya?

-kalo misalnya waktu itu gw ga memutuskan untuk ikut bta yang akhirnya bikin nykp gw nyuruh masuk ui instead of australia, gimana ya?

-kalo waktu itu gw ga keterima di ui dan skrg gw di australi, gimana ya?

-kalo misalnya waktu suit yang kalah itu marta dan marta yang jadi classmate gw, gimana ya?

-kalo misalnya gw ngekos, yang bakal gw taro di kamar kosan gw apa aja ya?

-kalo misalnya nykp gw boleh2 aja gw masuk universitas nykp gw dulu dengan jurusan yang sama, gimana ya?(gw ga mau, tp sumpah gw penasaran)

-kalo misalnya gw pada detik terakhir ga mutusin untuk ikut bokap gw ke rumah tmnnya yang orang cina dan gw ga pernah baca ramalan hong shui itu, gimana ya?

-kalo misalnya SD rumah gw di bintaro dan nykp gw jadi masukin gw ke global, gimana ya?

sumpah masi byk bgt. dan ini seru lho bikin listnya. haha

achmed the dead terrorist

-god damn it! i mean, allah damn it!

-i did the same thing to two catholic priests, only i used a little boy

-are you a moslem?

i don't think so. look at my ass, it says made in china

hahahahaha

randoooom

-akhirnya satu semester lewat di ui. seru2. haha

-seneng kemaren ditelfon. hehe

-harusnya skrg gw bljr tp mlssss

-can't wait to meet adip and ajeng on friday! just like the old days

-can't wait till i find out my IP

-lg seru2nya ntn clash of the titans, dvdnya ngadet

-pengen cepet2 ke cina

-bingung mau nulis apa lg

ah sterr!

kmrn jam 12an gt monster ngasi gw link. hotel 626. itu cuma bisa dimaenin dr jam 6 sore smp jam 6 pagi. dan itu SEREM BGT. y gw mikir gw g bakal berani maen jam segitu, udah lah besok pagi aja. tp, besoknya, gw g berani jg! dan sumpah demi apa aja gw PENASARAN. gw beneran udah berapa puluh kali buka tu website tp g berani2 maen. trus gw mikir, yaudah d ntn videonya di youtube aja. ga berani jg! anjinggggg. sumpah gw penasaran!!!

tp gw takut! hahahaahhhha

klo ada yg baca post ini, maen deh. trus abis itu ceritain k gw. hahaha

i'm not alone!

like i said before, i LOVE visual bookshelf. i came across a girl who is also a fan of palahniuk and burgess like i am! and this is what she thinks about twilight. haha

The nicest words I can use to describe this disastrous peice of fiction are "juvenile" and "uninspired". I question whether Stephenie Meyer has ever read a real peice of vampire fiction in her entire life. After getting halfway through the book I realized how flawingly adjusted the book felt. I have no doubt that the reasoning for this is that Meyer originally meant this to be an adult book but composed such a dreadful work that she adjusted it to be marketed towards naiive teenage girls. The sexual tension between Bella and Edward is interesting and at times almost kept me glued to my seat. Unfortunately, even though this tension is the center of the story, Meyer fails to develope it as much as she could have and immediately dives into other conflicts. If you enjoy looking smart while reading children's fiction than this is the right book for you. If you truly want to indulge in intelligant literature, however, look elsewhere. The classic authors, such as Stroker and Matheson, seem to be the only ones who continue to deliver a satisfying, powerful punch.

i agree about the sexual tension part. that kept me glued to the book and it is the centre of the story. for me that is. but meyer fails to develop it and starts going to other things leaving the sexual tension hanging in mid air. not fun!

it's almost been a year...

and i'm still not getting any.

huaaaaaammmm

i'm surprised i could actually survive though. haha

我的中国朋友

intinya, mlm ini gw melakukan satu kebodohan yang SANGAT besar dan adip sukses menipu gw. hahahaha. gw g bisa cerita kesini karena terlalu ribet dan TOO EMBARRASSING! haha. intinya adip udah pulaannnng!!!!! adip 我的中国朋友！trus akhirnya kita semalem telf2an pake bahasa cina! hahahah. ga fully chinese, tp mayan byklah. trus udah cukup gw ketawa2 gara2 adip dengan suksesnya ngerjain gw dgn cara yg tai bgt, dia ketawa2 gara2 gw blg gw maen futsal buat jurusan gw skrg. dia blg, 'anjing2, apa nama timnya futsal sastra cina?? dragon FC? ahahahahaha.' tai, tp itu lucu si. hahaha. trus gw blg kan, 'tp lo hrs tau yell kita dip, bhs cina.' dan gw blm ngasi tau yell gw apa, dia udah ngejauhin telfon dr kuping dan ketawa2 ngakak, 'anjing ANJING ada yellnya bahasa cina. hauahuauahuaahahahaahuauauahaa.' sumpah dip itu g penting bgt. haha.

intinya, sampah lo dip sumpah gw ketipu anjing2an dan gw g pernah ngerasa seapes itu. hahahaha. 

星期五dip!你要见面在哪儿？你要看什么电影？如果你要新的电话号码，你给我打电话。行吗？

speaking of books....

-gw SUKA bgt lho maen visual bookshelf di facebook. parah2. haha. it's by far my favorite application

-I CAN'T WAIT FOR SONY READERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lama bgt msk jakarta sumpaaaaah. di singapore jg blom ada

-for my birthday next year, gw bener2 cuma minta 1 hal. A NEW BOOKSHELF! hahaha. bnran d, that's all i want. buku gw makin lama makin byk dan spacenya di bookshelf yg sekarang udah makin dikit. my dad has a whole side of a wall as bookshelf, so does my mum. i want one too.

-so many books to read, so little time. hehe

uuuummmm HOT!!!!!!

WILLIAM BECKETT!!! parah2 PARAH2. I he's like the hottest thing alive. and where have i been all my live, gw br tau dia punya blog. haha. thx to yuni yg masang link trumblr di websitenya hehe

liat2

thewilliambeckettblog.com

bucuo lah bucuo

i've just watched twilight and yes, it was pretty good actually. and yeah, edward is hot. haha. trus. hmmm g tau mau nulis apa. haha. tau2 tp lupa.

oiya udah inget. i've found a new tv series to love. SOMEWHERE IN CHINA! haha. well, it's not actually a tv series. it's a series of documentary on the national geographic channel. nooo, it's not as boring as it sounds. it's hosted by 2 HOT guys which names i can't remember, but their referred to as the hutchen brothers. hot hot hot. seriously. they go all around china visiting not only big cities but also small cities which are really rich in culture. they speak chinese too. it's actually kind of cute seeing to hot bules speaking chinese. i gotta admit their accent is kind if weird. lol. today they were im this small village and they went to this guys house who collects lots of things which are really artsy and considered highly cultural. the brothers kept going through all the stuff and asking 'ji ge shuo shenme, ji ge shuo shenme?' honestly i'm not sure what it means but i catch it means somewhere in the lines of,' what's this for?'
here's a little clip of them in action:

iiiiih

seriously, two is just about ENOUGH! just when i thought it was all over, it kept coming! eneg, bosen, bingung, kesel, g tau mau ngmng apa. seriously, i have a life too! go find someone else to bother cause i'm not the one able to help. really i wish i could write it all down here but i can't. aaaah kesel kesel kesel.

eh eh lu orang harus baca gw punya blog!

sumpah2 gw ada cerita dan ini menurut gw lucu bgt. well, mungkin buat nuri sm yuni yg juga udah terbiasa denger ini di kampusnya ngerti maksud gw. haha

td kan botol minum gw ketinggalan di kelas, tp gw baru nyadar pas sampe kantin. gw blg, 'yah botol minum gw ketinggalan di kelas.' trus mel blg k gw, 'oooh yg warna ijo ya? tadi firna sempet nanya2 gt ini siapa punya botol.' dan seperti biasa satu meja cekikikan klo ada yang udah ngmng pake gaya bahasa ky gt. trus si mel mengulang kalimat yang tadi tp dia coba benerin. jadinya kaya gini,'eh iya, td di kelas firna sempet nanya2 ini botol siapa punya.' hahahahaa. sumpah yaa, itu tidak memperlihatkan perubahan yang signifikan lho. dan mel saking bingungnya sampe blg,'ya trus apa dong?' sumpah ya, it's simply just ini botol siapa? haha

trus udah gt gw blg kan, 'eh mulai sekarang ngmngnya kaya gt yuk! gw punya buku, lu orang punya buku, berapa duit.' dan tiba2 vava bilang, 'ha? emang kenapa berapa duit? biasa aja. gw ngmngnya selalu gt.'

hahahaahhaa

ok ok. va, klo lo baca ini, gw minta maaf yang sebesar2nya. tp sumpah ya berapa duit itu bukan bahasa indonesia yang baik dan benar. dan maaf bgt itu smp gw tulis disini karena menurut gw itu lucu bgt meskipun gw td di kansas g ketawa2 amat. tp sebenernya gw udah geli bgt va. haha.. 对不起朋友！

在火车站

td setelah gw udah lama bgt ga naek kereta ekonomi ac, gw sm vava memutuskan buat naek ekonomi ac, enak sumpah. ky udik gt gw udah lama g naek kereta ac. haha.

di kereta gw sm vava ngmngin soal kita naek kereta ekonomi biasa. gw tiap pagi naek kereta yg jam 6.40 dan sumpah ya, g tau knp gw sneng aja. gw tiap hr naek dr cikini brg imam iman sm ade trus di kereta gabung sm vava sm ima sm yg laen jg byk smp gw lupa2 namanya. haha. udah 2 hr terakhir ini gw naek kereta pertama tp. jam 6.15. hari pertama si gpp, si imam jg kepagian, akhirnya kita berdua, paling g gw ada tmnnya. trus td, gw sendiri tp. cuma ada tmn obm gw yg g wg dkt2 bgt. sumpah yaaaaa, gw naek kereta sendiri gt krik2 bgt. nyampe kampus masi sepi bgt lg. yg ngekos br pd bgn kali tu. trus gw mikir td, kita kan masi maba, jadwal masi teratur. kebanyakan jurusan masuk jam stengah 8. nanti klo udah tingkat atas, jadwal udah berantakan pasti. gw udah g teratur, yg laen jg. yg sejurusan pun mungkin jg g sama. dan berarti ga ada lg naek kereta rame2 ky sekarang. dan emg klo gw perhatiin, kereta jam 6.40 dr cikini yg biasa gw naikin, emg dijarah maba. haha. sumpah setelah gw bayang2in, gw bakal kangen bgttt sm imam sm ade. dimana lg gw bisa ktemu mereka klo g di kereta? wkt hari apa gt, gw sempet di kereta brg imam ade iman sm yg laen byk bgt. vava sm ima, yg sesama anak cina, kebetulan beda gerbong ga ky biasanya, dan agak jauh dr gerbong kita. trus secara gw anak cina sendiri. gw abis dikata2in sm imam sm ade. puyunghai sungotkung, puchetao(sumpah de, salah semua lo nulisnya haha) dan bahkan berlanjut smp k facebook. aaaaaaaaaah gw sedih klo ngebayangin gw udah g bisa ngerasain itu lg nanti klo udah naek tingkat. huhuhu.

reply to sometimes...

pertama gw mau makasih bgt buat vava yg udah panjang lebar ngecommentin gw punya blog(haha) dan sumpah ya gw ktawa bgt bacanya.

yeah ok, so i guess vava's right. sophie from sophie's world once said,'kita g bisa karena kita sendiri yg menyatakan klo kita ga bisa.' (sumpah ya, sebenernya klo vava g blg gw g tau kalo sophie pernah blg gini. gw perlu baca ni buku berapa kali lg si?)

well, since today is lebaran or whatever you call it(seriously, i don't know haha) our family gathered to eat and talk and stuff. my dad, suddenly, asks me, 'do you feel intimidated in your campus? do you feel like everyone's smart and you're not. like everyone has their own achievements through highschool and you don't?'

woooow, i was like all are you reading my mind or something? cause i KNOW he hasn't been reading my blog. well of course i said yes to all those questions and i told him how smart the other people are. and how i feel so like an idiot compared to the others. how one of my friend graduated from a catholic school with 4 awards (to vava: ha ha ha).  my dad then said he just read a book by robert rubin. america's former secretary of the treasury. rubin said that when he got to harvard, he felt so lost he wanted to quit on his first day. he just couldn't take it. all the other students are hellishly smart with lots of medals and achievements and he feels like he's the most idiot out of all. but in the end, he graduated summa cum laude and became secretary of the treasury.

my dad also added how he felt like the most idiotic person in his university(which is the same as mine now) and how he felt intimidated by those who are really good at math and english. but in the end, he was the best graduate. then my aunt came along. she told me how her daughter--my cousin--who just moved to UWC singapore, used to feel like she's completely miserable and wants to go home soooo bad. english was her mother tongue but the people in her class now are really really smart. one even did some english test and got a score which was the highest 10 in the world. this particular guy once made a speech about freedom and my cousin couldn't understand a thing he was saying. if my was my cousin, i would go crazy. but she learned to deal and it pushes her to study. now, she's enjoying college and happily surviving. haha

so from all 3 examples, robert rubin, my dad and my cousin. they all have one thing in common. they all go to this one new society crammed packed with ultra smart geniuses. they all felt lost and out of place which actually pushes them to beat the others. NOT QUIT. by being motivated to beat the rest, they became the best(hey that ryhmes!) so i'm glad help came to me sooner than i expected. i thought i was going to DIE(not literally of course) and i was this close to giving up. but from now on, I WILL CHARGE. haha. and i'm soooo joining EDS again. hahaaaa

hanzi tai babi zzzz

sumpah gw pgn bgt pindah jurusan huaaaaaaa. tai tai tai tai.

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dan akhirnya seperti biasa pelarian gw adalah south park. gw udah nemu website baru pengganti surfthechannel. hahahaa. ni ni project free tv. akhirnya gw bs ntn south park lg setelah sekian lama BGT hiatus. episode yg kmrn gw tonton judulnya the china problem. hahaaaaa, selari2nya gw dr pelajaran pasti ktemu2 lg. inti ceritanya si cartman ngerasa the chinese are going to invade america gara2 cartman abis ntn opening ceremonynya beijing olympics dan orang cinanya byk bgt. akhirnya cartman bikin american liberation front b2 sm butters. haha. sampah.

trus gw kan jd penasaran ky apa si opening ceremony beijing olympics? gw g ntn wkt itu tp gw beli dvdnya yg blom gw tonton2. akhirnya smlm gw ntn dan ANJING BGS BGT TAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

sampah2 bgs bgttttttttttttttttttttttt aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah parah parah parah. huaaaaaaaa. ga bisa di deskripsikan dengan kata2.

ok, mungkin byk yg ntn dan menurut lo ga sebagus itu ah, tp menurut gw BGS BGT NYET ITU. sumpah2 bgsnya lebay. bisa bgt bikin ky gt sumpah. kepikiran aja dan itu orgnya banyak bgt gimana ngelatihnya! belom bayarannya. sama anjrit itu biayanya gmn tu. trs pas latian pertama tu pasti kacau bgt tu ngehandle segitu byk org.

eh tp sumpah y, menurut gw itu bgs bgt lho. dan sangat timur. gw suka aja kan cina terkenal penduduknya banyak, ya ditonjolkannyalah itu. klo di barat ga mungkin nyet segitu banyak orang mau diatur. pastipertunjukkan tu cenderung individualistis. trus gw penasaran kan, opening ceremony yang taun2 sebelomnya ky apa. seinget gw wkt dulu di aussie g segitunya. akhirnya gw ntn yg athens di youtube. secara gw obsessed with anything that has to do with ancient greece,(buat lo yg ga tau, olympics asalnya dari ancient greece) gw udah ngebayangin itu opening ceremony di athens pasti wow bgt. ah tai apaan, pas gw ntn jelek bgt. lo bandingin aja countdownnya. yg di beijing, countdownnya kan orang banyak di lapangan sambil mukul drum. klo drumnya dipukul drumnya nyala. trus akhirnya dr sekian byk org itu dibikin lampunya nyala bentuk angka(ngerti kan maksud gw). dibagi dua, satu bagian untuk angka arab, bagian laen buat angka cina. sumpah sampah keren bgt anjing. sedangkan yg di athens cuma angka doang di layar gede gt. 10, 9 , 8, 7. oh come oooooonnnn.

yg di athens jg ada ky sekumpulan orang megang drum gt. orangnya banyak tp ya mereka keluar ke lapangannya itu g pake baris apa gmn. ya keluar aja, agak ga beraturan dan jd g bgs menurut gw. itu yg di cina giant scrollnya jg keren bgt. sumpah semuanya bgs. aaaaah gw pgn ntn langsung. the next olympics games kan bakal di held di london. sumpah gw yakin bgt tu london mati2an berusaha ngalahin bgsnya cina. tp klo smp ada yg bisa ngalahin bgsnya opening ceremonynya china, i'll give 29 thumbs up. bnran.

lihat dan bandingkan:

cari sendiri videonya. gw g nemu. haha

burn after reading

capeeeeee.... sumpah byk bgt hanzi yg harus gw afalin tp g afal2. dan skrg setiap saking udah enegnya udah g bisa msk lg tu hanzi2 tai. cape cape cape cape cape. buat yg g tau hanzi tu apa, hanzi tu kanji. klo bahasa jepang kanji, klo cina hanzi. dan buat uas, gw perlu ngafalin sekian ratus hanzi. gw g tau brp pastinya, mls ngitung. tp sampe ratusan. aaaaah capeeeee. muntah hanzi sumpah. pindah jg ni gw lama2. zzzzzzzzzz

sometimes...

i feel that i can never be the person i want to be. maybe this might sound a little lebay but ever since i got into UI i've been feeling kind of intimidated by the people around me. they are so ass-friggin smart. you see, this is one of the reason i want to quit EDS(english debating society) so bad. the main reason is that because i don't feel that debating is my thing and second is because i feel deeply intimidated being around them. they're just too smart. most of the people who gets into my university, are people who are always at the top rank in their class when they were in school. and here i am getting accepted by plain hard work months before snmptn. most of my friends from EDS are from the international relations major and that major has the highest passing grade so it's no doubt only geniuses are able to get in. sumpaaaaah yaaaa the intimidation is killing me. urgh. belom lg jurusan gw. there are a lot of my friends who has learned chinese before, some even speak it in their home and here i am learning from 0. then there's my parents. ok so they're all successful and they are both known to contribute a lot in the society. kalo kata nyokap gw, jadi 'orang'. and of course they expect me to be someone who matters as well. sometimes when things gets too much, i wish i can just work as a normal person and earn money and live my simple life just like anyone would. but they keep telling me klo udah gede harus jadi 'orang'. heck yeah masalahnya gw aja masih bingung mau gw apa. people say that people who are hard working are more appreciated than people who are just smart without working that much. but in reality, things are not so much like that. no matter how much i work, i don't think i will ever have the creativity and the thinking ability of people who are just plain smart. sometimes is bothers me so much to see the world being made so unfairly. why do i need days to memories some simple chinese paragraph and for my friends it just takes a few hours. why do some people glide so effortlessly to the high points in life and i keep failing over and over not knowing where do i exactly belong.

twilight

sebenernya gw sangat mempertanyakan diri gw knp gw bisa ga suka twilight.

angsa2 liar

iya judul bahasa indonesianya itu

so the story tells about the life of this one women, her mother and her grandmother. but before i go any further, one word for this book. booooriiing. hehehehehe. well, i guess the first few chapters are really good, i was totally hooked. but as soon as i get to the part where the story is suddenly dominated by political ideologies and stuff like that, the scale sort of went down. but what makes the book boring is not about the political stuff they talk about, but it's because of its lack of rebel. let's recap to previous bestsellers. a clockwork orange, why is it so groundbreaking? because alex is a complete rebel. he goes around raping children and beats up anyone he wants. the da vinci code, it rebels against what everybody believes, christianity. gossip girls, girls going out getting drunk and having sex 24/7. imagine if you read a story that only tells about a person who sits nicely through 3 years of high school. seriously, that's stupid. we want to see people who can actually speak up for themselves even if it means going against the law. in wild swans, rules are there to be followed, not broken. so yeah, i don't recommend this book to anyone who doesn't study chinese culture and history. but if you do, it won't hurt to read it. but i suggest you just skim through it, not read it through.

langweilig!

jam 3.08 udah di rumah. di tv lg g ada acara yang bagus, internet lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, bacaan ga ada, panas pula biarpun ac udah disett k paling dingin. sumpah mati gaya abis. aaaaaaah tmn2 gw lg pada demo ni di kampus. huhuhuhuhuhuu mau ikut. bosen bosen bosennnnn.

eh eh, kan ajeng sm boncel pernah cerita tu di deket bandung ada yang namanya gubuk dongeng, tpt nyewa2 komik lengkap. dgn kampus gw juga ada ternyata!!! haha, berarti gw g usah beli2 one piece lg. sumpah lengkap bgt dan bener2 di blkg stasiun. ya allah kmna aja gw selama ini.

eh eh adip minggu depan pulang!

dapet tiket naek atmostfear gratis. ada 3 tiketnya. pgn naek tp g tau mau ngajak siapa. yang berani naek itu g banyak dan pada jauh2 semua. aaaah coba ada ajeng. paling lambat dipake hari ini lg.

minggu dpn udah uas. hore bgt sumpah. zzzzzz

gw salah manggil orang di msn barusan. haha

pmnya pascal di msn gw suka. is taht a mirror in your pocket? cause i can see myself in your pants. haha

g tau mau nulis apa lagi.

buku gw yang gw beli di ebay br dtg. an outline history of china. di amazon harganya (klo ga salah) $55. di ebay gw beli $5. haha. emang si second. tp yaudah si, buat apa jg gw beli yg baru.

eh gw pgn BGT d ntn a clockwork orange lg. secara gw br sekali ntn dan itu di internet. jd kepotong2 dan burem gt. abis uas HARUS ke subtitles!

tai bosen nyet

huaaaaaaa. yaudah d gw ngereview wild swans aja. liat di post abis ini

going greek!

so lately, i've been so crazy about greek mythology all over again. i don't even know where to start writing this post(yeah like anyone'll read it) haha. so i guess first i'll start on the fact that i decided to go online despite the fact that i promised not to on my last post. mana tahan? haha

second, i've been explaining a lot about greek mythology to my friends who actually need them or just want to know some stuff. a few days ago i was just explaining to vava and ima about everything they want to know about greek mythology. then i went upstairs(we were in the library btw) to get a few books and i met my friend from HI, ria. she's one of the smartest person i know. i mean freakingly smart. i said,'hey what're you doing here?' (the conversation really did happen in english) she answered, 'i'm looking for some stuff about greek mythology.' OOOOOOHHH MYYYYYYYYY. hahaha . i told her she was at the wrong section and that all the greek mythology books are downstairs then i explained evertything i knew about greek mythology to her. in english. which made me really happy. haha. ria was ultra smart, she kept asking questions like, 'why do they believe in gods and goddesses? why not just animisme?' haha, ok. she doesn't only stump me on eds, but also on greek mythology. i was so excited about telling ria all that i know. i even told her the unimportant ones. and even when she told me she wanted to write her daftar pustaka dulu, i kept talking. haha. after that, i went back to vava and ima and amdi was also there. since he studies archaeology, he told the reason why the greeks believe in gods and goddesses. panjang, mls nulisnya. maybe in another post. hehe

next, semester depan(haha alih kode) gw pgn bgt ngambil pelajaran mitologi yunani. bukan pgn si,pasti. tp gw agak menyayangkan deh. abis cuma satu semester dan zuma dasarnya doang. bener2 cuma melajarin dewa2 tu siapa dan ciri khasnya apa. perang2 sama pahlawan juga dibahas cuma secuil.sayaaaaaaannnngggg. gw tu pgn bngt bener2 ngeanalisis kaya misalnya, kenapa bisa di satu cerita dibilang kali perseus ngerubah atlas jadi batu pake kepalanya medusa dan di cerita lain dibilang hercules sempet disuruh buat ngegantiin atlas ngangkat batu dan saat itu atlas blom jadi wujud batu dan padahal perseus lahir lebih dulu dari hercules. kenapa juga bisa di satu cerita dibilang kalo cuma zeus anaknya cronos yang ga ditelen. sedangkan di cerita lain dibilang kalo hera juga ga ditelen sm cronos. gw juga pgn bgt ngebandingin kepercayaan orang barat sm timur. pokoknya gw bnr2 pgn yang menganalisis gt. gw jg pgn menganalisis kenapa erich von daniken bisa bikin teori kali greek gods and goddesses beneran pernah ada. aaaaaaaaaaah, gw pgn pindah k yunani! hahahah

akhirnya sudah beriman...... tp boong

haha sumpah judul gw g penting bgt

iya jd, tujuan gw ol mlm ini adalah mau agak2 pamit. gw ga bakal ol smp uas selese. huhu. udah cukup parah gw jd kecanduan one piece, paling g gw mengurangi kecanduan gw terhadap internet. haha. so, zaijian! smp minggu dpn. muach!

one more piece

ok so starting one piece right now is probably the biggest mistake. UAS is just within DAYS(oooh gosh!) and here i am glued to my computer screen reading one piece. but i gotta admit, it is good. gw blom dpt feelnya kaya wkt baca naruto dulu, but it really is good. i keep laughing, it's just too hilarious.
while i was reading, i realized something. hey, pirates. pirates! pastafarians worship pirates! our priests dress up as pirates and we believe that the increasing amount of pirates is the main cause of global warming. so i'm glad that by reading one piece i could be more loyal to my religion! may you all also be touched by his noodly appendage. RAmen!

here's a little chart we pastafarians believe:

hey hey heyyyyy!

gw br ntn si jago merah. haha. di fib gt shootingnya. lucu aja ngeliat tempat yang lo datengin setiap hari dijadiin tempat shooting.

sooooooooooooooo a month ago gw orasi ke jakarta dalam rangka sumpah pemuda. hahaha. sumpah g meaning abis gw tulis kalimat itu, tp ada makna dibalik itu kok.

td kan gw ke kampus naek mobil ga naek kereta, which is really really rare. tp vava, ima dll ttp naek kereta kan. smp di kampus gw ktemu trus vava cerita. the conversation really did happen in chinese cause it's supposed to be discreet and there were too many people around. gw mau nulis pale tulisan cina tp g bisa, gw lg pake laptop bokap gw. so here it goes:
vava: id tadi gw di kereta ketemu zhao ping. wo wen ta, 'baoluo zai nar?' zhao ping shuo, 'wo zenme zhidao! ni wen idya.'

hahahahahaha. seneng deeee

even though you've start treating me like i actually exist in campus instead of acting like i was just passing wind, i actually kind of miss you brighting up my mobile phone. hahahahahaa

btw, siapakah baoluo dan zhaoping? hhaahaa. yaaaa you're going to have to think for yourself

one piece!

semua (lagi2) dimulai gara2 adip suka bgt one piece. haha. gw sempet coba ngikutin, tp terhambat gara2 masi snmptn gt2. trus boneng jg sempet blg klo one piece bgs. trus kmrn di kerena imam sm ade ngomongin one piece kyanya seru bgt. sumpah penasaran gw anjrit. akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk mulai baca. yaudah, bacalah gw. baru satu chapter, baru satu chapter euy, gw udah ngakak2 guling2. lanjut k chapter kedua gw tambah ngakak. nyetttt bgs. hahaha. kata boneng gw salah bgt mulai skrg, udah mau uas! hahaha. yaudah aaaaaah, abis mau gmn? haha

btw, boneng tu cewe. gw bingung d tmn2 br gw wanita2 bernama pria semua. randu, tiko, boneng. hahaha

mau ceritaaaa

jadi tadi kan gw futsal kaaan. hari yang udah gw tunggu dr kapan tai. trus gw maen dan itu seru bgt sumpah. tapiiiiiiiiiii tiba2 gw disuruh berenti maen karena.............................

NYET KAOS GW UDAH LONGGAR GITU! &*%^&$#^%#&%$*&^$

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sumpah itu ngeselin paraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. emg g ada aturan kita pake apa, tp ya gitu. sampe di pinggir lapangan dengan sangat BT parahnya, temen gw ngasih vest gt k gw buat dipake, tp itu vestnya basah kuyup kaya abis direndem trus diperes2 dikit karena bekas dipake siapa tau. dan baunya ga nahaaaaannn. yaudah demi maen gw ttp pake tu vest tp gw smp berapa kali mau muntah. sumpah bau bgttt. bnran mau muntah, literally. akhirnya i managed to get a really big shirt si, tapi cadangan defensenya tu ada dua. jd pas gw berenti maen, gw digantiin sm ima. trus ima selese maen randu pgn maen. jd gw g dpt kedapetan maen lg. gpp si, gw seneng semua ngerasain enaknya maen. haha. tp gw kesel, kita kan menang 5-1, tp tu angka 1 ganjel bgt parah sumpah. wkt itu yg jd defensenya ima. sumpah gw gatel bgt pgn maen lg. hahaha. all in all, gw seneng bisa maen biarpun sbentar, dan gw seneng bisa menang lg 5-1 padahal keeper lawan jago paraaaaaaaaaaaah

futsal besok! yeeeeaaaaayyyy!!!

besok gw futsal lawan sastra inggris! jiayo hanxuexi! women piaoliang ji le! hahaha

nothing much happened today. but here's what i learned, naro tas di tas instead of my kantong is WRONG cause gw baru baca tu sms pas di rumah padahal nyampenya jam brp tau. this is seriously ga penting. haha. well, i just hope we win tomorrow. correction, we will win. like duh!

akhirnya

tugas sejarah gw selese. HAHAHA. dan gw penasaran bgt besok bakal dmn zai huochezhan. hahaha. yaudah si, like i said before, the advantage of falling for twins. haha

disela2 ngerjain tugas sejarah

gw:         eh neng2, lo pernah mikir g si? untung bgt nyet tuhan nyiptain pelangi warnanya merah dulu baru jingga. kebayang ga si lo kalo jingga dulu?

boneng: anjing emang paling sampah lo

haahaahaha. hayo2 ngerti g?

今天

so today started out as usual at the station. well, not exactly as usual. it was kind of weird actually, but i can't exactly write why. then i went in the train which came in late, and went to stand by vava and ima. ima told me a little something that kind of shook the jitters inside me and unfortunately, it kind of had an effect throughout the whole day. i keep spacing out in class, big time, and i tried like shit to concentrate but failed miserably.

the first class i had was linguistics. i had my mobile phone in my pocket as usual but it kept vibrating. seriously, i felt like i was pocketing a low frequency vibrator except it doesn't really look like one, haha. it turns out there was this stupid error and i was sent the same sms by XL 90 times. 90 people, NINETY! seriously, it really was annoying.

after all classes are finished, i went to payung2 and played with the biggest cat i have ever seen in my life. literally. i'm not exaggerating. it was the cutest thing ever aaaaand it bit me. zzzzzzzzzzzzz. yeah it bit me until i bleed, not much though. it hurt yes, and i was scared of all the many things that could happen to me from getting but by a stray cat. i poured water all over the skin where the cat bit me, he bit my hand btw. i also put a shitload amount of handy clean hoping the alcohol would kill the virus or whatever. and amdi rushed over to his friends to get a lighter. he burn the lid of a bottle until it was really hot and press it against my skin. gosh it HURT! i was like all 'NGEN mmmpphhhmmmmhhh' seriously i can't scream that word out loud. i had to cover my mouth like it or not.

then i moved to the canteen and i was with randu and icha and i accidentally knocked over an empty glass. the weird thing about kansas(kantin sastra) is, if someone breaks a glass or a plate, the whole kansas would make really loud noises and bang on the table. seriously you do not want to break anything there. i kind of regretted breaking that glass. the whole kansas turned to our table and made a complete racket. haha

well, the whole story could've been told in a funnier way but i am soooo not in the mood. i can't wait til thursday and play futsal again. oh and from now on, morning train rides are going to be sooooooo awkward. zzzzzzzzzzzzz

我的天！

what i know:

-他有一个奴朋友

-i'm not the only one

-i'm falling behind in the game

what i don't know:

-............

too many!

what i should do:

-skut2 aja and menang futsal lawan sastra inggris kamis besok!

-ngerjain tugas sejarah. zzzzzzz

jadi gini

gw pgn bgt nulis tp g tau mau nulis apa. hahhaha.

ok2 i'll write whatever's on my mind:

1. klo misalnya wkt itu gw k mobilnya dia, gmn y? anjrit gw penasaran anjriiiiiitttttttt

2. what was the flavor of the donut he spared me?

3. how big is the towel anyway? hahahahaha

4. the good thing about falling for twins is if the one you're into is not around, there's always the other. hahahahahahaha

5. how much 'percentage' do i get?

6. tugas sejarah zenmeyang ini? susah bgt ampun dj

7. pgn cepet2 kamis dan maen futsal! hahahahhahahha

8. if he discovers my blog through facebook and he reads this post then I'M DONE FOR

9. if i know that i'd rather be dead than him reading this, why am i still posting this?

10. i keep telling more and more people. what i use to see as a secret, now feels like an achievement

汉学系

Sejarah Cina, Du, Shuo, Xie. aaaaaah apa itu? my mood is all set for NARUTO! hahahaha

ngantuk

anjrit sumpah gw ngantuk bgt tp ini gmn ini tugas sejarah? zzzzzzzzzz

中国的历史

kenapa tugas sejarah cina gw SUSAH BGT? huhuhuhu

doodles

ok, first of all i would like to announce that i have finally chosen a chinese name for me

美林

haha. it's pronounced mei lin(nada tiga, nada empat) and it means 'beautiful forest'. hahaha. ok, so you're probably thinking it's pathetic or whatever. but i have reasons why i chose that name.

first of all, it's because my indonesian name is almost impossible to convert to chinese, so i decide why don't i pick something completely different. second, it's easy to write. hhaha. the last and strongest reason is because i used to have a friend in australia. her name was mei lynn. she once said that her name means beautiful forest. i don't know why, i never forget that time she said those words. and those 2 years are one of the most amazing 2 years in my life. haha. so it'd be nice to have a reminder of that particular time.

g jadi futsal

i've been feeling like i'm filled with uncertainty lately. i gotta admit it feels weird. it also made me realize that i am actually a person who is always filled with certainty.

oh, and i've been getting massive blasts from the past as well.

aaaah taiii

i'm really hoping i get my KTB back tomorrow :'(

KTB gw mana????

ok so it's 12.08 pm and i'm supposed to already be asleep. tp sayangnya, gw g bisa tidur! gw kepikiran satu hal kecil yang sebenernya sumpah ga penting bgt. KTB gw ilang!!!! gw jg g yakin ktb tu singkatan dr apa, tp buat yg g tau, ktb itu tiket bulanan. jd instead of gw beli tiket 1500 tiap mau naek kereta, gw bisa beli ktb di awal bulan yg harganya 45000 dan g usah bayar2 lg. jd 45000 itu buat sebulan. klo gw itung2, untung gw 15000 sebulan. tapiiii tujuan utama gw pake ktb adalah bukan karena murahnya. tp KTB itu jg merupakan free of harasssment pass.

gw tu males ko beli tiket tiap pagi gw berarti hrs berinteraksi sm mas2nya kan. biarpun biasanya gw cuma ngasi duit sambil bilang 'depok' tp mas2 tu genit2. ada aja yang ditanyain. 'kok pagi bgt?','udah mandi blom si', 'sendiri aja neng' blablablablabla. MALES BGT. nah dgn KTB ini, gw ga perlu interaksi sm siapapun. gw cuma tinggal jalan masuk aja asal tu mas2 liat gw megang ktb, gw masuk.

tadi pagi, secrara ktb gw ilang karena keteledoran gw sendiri, gw k loket buat beli karcis. 'depok' gw bilang sambil ngasi duitnya. biasanya mas2nya lgsg ngeluarin tiketnya. tp ini g, agak lama gt gw nunggu. dan akhirnya dia ngeluarin...... hp bukan tiket. hp saudara-saudara, hp. dia blg 'minta dulu no.nya baru tiketnya dikasi.' NYETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT sumpah demi apa aja gw MALES bgt dan sumpah itu ngerusak mood gw seharian. gw g bisa ngeles jg. gw mau bilang keretanya udah mau dtg, keretanya masih lama dtgnya. dia sebagai petugas stasiun jg lebih tau klo tu kereta emg masi lama dtgnya. akhirnya gw g tau mau ngapain lg yaudah gw kasi nomer aja. tp bukan nomer gw laaaaaaah. gw malsuin nomer.

nah masalah gw sekarang adalah, gimana kalo gw besok pas beli karcis, tu org nanya k gw knp no. gw g bisa dihubungin. tai mls bgt gw ngeles2 lg. zzzzzzzzzz. skrg mbak gw udah pd tidur. i hope mereka nemuin ktb gw nyelip dmn gt. huhuhuuhu 

why i should look forward to tomorrow

-i haven't rode the morning train with a certain someone for 3 days!

-pelajaran cuma mpkt sm ting. AGAK santai

-FUTSAAAAAAAAAAALLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeaaaaay!

hmmm honestly, gw bingung mau mulai dr mana. ok, gw mulai dr belakang aja. intinya gw menang lomba debate hari ini. hahahaha

jadi td kan gw k kampus lg, lomba lg. and just like what i wrote before, gw ga mood at all. bener2 mlsssssssssss bet bet bet. jd gw jg seharian males2an gt in doing anything. then my teammates noticed. well duh, secara kita brg terus. before i go on, my teammates names' are lesly and riza. wkt riza pergi sholat, which is just before the announcement of who goes into the finals, lesly blg k gw. 'i know you think debating is not your thing, i know you feel like you're not as good as me and riza and i know that you're on the verge of quitting. but me and riza chose you for a reason. we believe that you could do this.' aaaaaaaaw, sumpah gw lgsg g enak bgtttt. when i opened my mouth to speak, lesly cut me off, 'no. you have not dissapoint us at all. but you keep underestimating yourself. you're intimidated by me and riza. you're good, trust me. we couldn't have got this far without you. you also played a part. you're first speaker and you're pretty good for a beginner. i could never ever be  first speaker.'

then i asked if he ever felt like quitting. and he said yes. definitely, yes. even riza later on told me that she once phoned home and actually cried saying that she wants to quit debating so bad and that she just couldn't take it anymore. lesly also told me that the first time he debated, he was major awful. like blurgh. he said it wasn't until his 3rd debate tournament until he was equal to i am now. and the fact that i can reach this far as a newbie is just great.

so the announcement came out and our team made it into the final round. our team vs untar. the winner of this final round is the winner of the whole tournament. after what my teammates told me, i really didn't want to bail them and disappoint them in any way. so i did my best. what made the final round different from the other rounds is that the previous rounds were done in closed rooms. the final round had a number of live audiences. know what i did? i panicked and i cried. i cried and i really wish we would just do it inside a closed room again. how was i supposed to talk in front of all those people?????

then i thought to myself, isn't being able to speak in public my biggest wish right now? don't i always want to be able to make a whole bunch of people to actually listen to what i have got to say? so i wiped my tears and completely erased the thought off throwing up and remind myself of princess mia. she used to barf when she was told to give speeches, later on, she learned how to do it in a fun way and look at her now, she has brought democracy to genovia. so i got it, talked in front of those people aaaaaaaaaaannnnddd i actually enjoyed it! hahahahahahaha. seriously, it was fun! esp seeing the audience nodding their heads as you try to prove your point. lol

so in the end, our team won. hehehehehe. remembering a few days back, i was completely clueless about everything. i was even introduced to riza like 2 hours before the tournament started. when we got into the debater's hall, we could see a lot of people from different universities, each having papers scattered all over their tables and a laptop opened. they were all discussing the motions being given the previous day. while our team. we just sat there with our table completely empty cause we were soooooooo not in the mood of doing anything. and i thought, whatever, i''m here to have fun not to win. this is my first time. i'm completely clueless! but look where we got up to! champion! hahahahahaahaha. oh and, i changed my mind and i take my words back. debating IS my thing! haha

ooooh iyaaaaa. trus gw seneng deh. after we won, i sat down and 2 other ui students congratulated me. they were like, 'this is your first time???? seriously????? WOW! you got potential! seriously!' their surprise was completely genuine and it makes me happy cause they actually watched the debate so they actually saw i how i spoke. and if that's what they think, then thank you! and the best speaker was from untar, his score was 75, 2. and my score was 73,8. sooooooooo ternyata emg gw ga nyampah2 bgt and YES, i have been underestimating myself. hehe.

aaaaaah

dan sekarang gw hrs cari bahan buat besok debate. something about mercury. aaaaaaah apaan si. i don't want to give a shit about mercuries right now. all i know is, merkuri tu nama planet di tata surya dan merkuri tu nama romawinya hermes. YES OF COURSE I KNOW it's not the mercury they're referring to. the mercury they're referring to is the merkuri yang ga ada di tje fuk itu. aaah tp malesssss nyari taunya. males males males.

oiya gw ada cerita lucu sekedar menghibur diri. kmrn gw kan lg peljaran seni, trus vava putut gt2 lagi pada di kantin. tiba2 si putut bilang,' idya mana? lagi sholat ya?' trus si vava ketawa, 'sumpah yaaaaaaaaa, klo sampe idya sholat, gw JANJI demi apapun gw bakal ikut sholat disebelah dia. SUMPAH!' dan begonya, janoko juga ikutan janji. sok2 mau ikutan sholat. nah trus gw tu semenjak vava blg gt k gw, gw jd ky dpt pencerahan iman gt. haha. gw mikir, selama ini kan prinsip gw kita ga tau mana yang bener mana yang nggak. kita boleh milih, tp di dunia ini ga ada yang bener2 tau apa yang bener. trus gw jd mikir lg, gw ga punya agama, blom tentu bener, gw punya agama, jg blom tentu bener. jadi yaaa, gw mau punya agama aja ah. gw kangen jg si sholat dan semacamnya. hahaha mampus lho va. tp vava gw kasi keringanan. klo gw sebulan sholat terus, baru dia ikut sholat. karena itu tandanya gw bener2 emg udah berubah, bukan cuma biar vava ikut sholat dan janoko jadi imam. hahahahaahhah

tapi ya, gw ga kebayang d. misalnya ya, skrg jg ni, gw wudhu trus sholat. trus nykp gw masuk kamar dan ngeliat gw sholat. gw bilang ya, dan gw agak2 yakin si, nykp gw bakal njerit2 histeris! 'haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! kamu ngapain sholat???? haaaaaaa??????????'

trus lgsg nelfon bokap gw. 'masa idya sholat!!! IDYA SHOLAT! huaaaaaaaaa......pasti kena NII ni anak. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!'

something like that. hahahahaa. ya mungkin g selebay itu. haha. tp yang jelas nykp gw bakal lebih byk ga sukanya drpd sukanya karena pasti mikirnya yang negatif2. haha. 

reBUTT my ass

i'm sorry for the pretty rude title. tp gw cape! plis, gw kali ini mau nulis pake bahasa indonesia karena gw eneg bgt sm bahasa inggris!

jadi gw kan udah lama bgt emang pgn punya the ability to speak in public. jd gw ikut english debate. hr ini gw ikut lomba dan gw SAMA SEKALI ga ada persiapan. gw aja baru kenalan sm anggota kelompok gw yg laen hr ini, whereas kelompok yg laen td tu udah berkertas2 di meja sibuk ngedisscuss motion yang udah dikasi. ya MENURUT LO aja gt kita bakal menang. gw sm kelompok gw yg 3 isinya 3 org juga udah bilang, we have nothing to lose, we just came to have fun. males bgt ngebahas2 yang buat nanti sekarang secara kita semua ngantuk. 

universitas2 yang tadi ikut:

ui,atma,unpar,unpad,prasmul,ph,untar,itb

babak pertama gw lawan unpad. menang (yes!). haha. dan skor kita paling tinggi dari 18 kelompok. nyettt, gw kira kelompok gw bener2 GA MUNGKIN menang.

babak kedua. lawan unpar. menang (YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA) dan skor kelompok gw ke-2 paling tinggi dari 18 kelompok

babak ketiga. udah cape udah mau mati, kalah. lawan itb. (emang itb jago bgt anjrit) dan kelompok kita jadi urutan ke 6 dr 18 kelompok

tapi ya meskipun menang 2x dan sempet jd threat buat kelompok yang laen, entah kenapa kok gw gak seneng ya?????

 

yeah ok gw seneng menang ngelawan unpar. tp yaudah itu doang. itu jg karena something personal. hehehee. tp yaaaaaa. untuk 'menang'nya itu sendiri, gw biasa aja sumpah.

teammates gw pd blg, 'gw seneng deh, seneng bgt malah.' tp gw gaaaaaak. emang siiii i know it's because bukan karena gw menangnya, melainkan karena 2 org di kelompok gw anjrit parah bgt jagonya. tp yaaaaaaa emang gw jg selama debate berlangsung ngerasa. sumpah ini bukan gw bgt. bukan gw sm skali. gw tmn2 gw blg gw bakal seneng kalo udah menang. nggak tuh.

sumpah debate tu capeeeeee. lo hrs dengerin orang ngmng apa dan berusaha menyangkal itu dan prove your point to the opponent. and you have to rebutt and that kind of stuff. blom lagi ada case building and bladibladibladiblaaa. berarti emang ini BUKAN bidang gw. 

sumpah gw GA SABAR maen futsal hari senen lawan inggris. parah2 ga sabar. mudah2an menang lg!

yang gw rasain pas maen futsal sm pas debate tu beda bgt. gw ngerasai can relate to futsal even though i'm not good at it. and it's not that i suck at it or anything. klo debate, i really do suck at it, and tiap gw debate, all i can think of is futsal on monday! hahaha

now try to decipher this! haha

hey people! isn't this cool or what! now i can write anything i want without any of you being able to translate anything. 

so things gave been great with me and the guy from german studies. hahaha. but i really have got to start ignoring him on campus. everyday, we would ride the train together, then we'd get of and walk to our faculty together. then we'd walk into each other's classes and that's it. complete ignoration. haha. but i know why he's doing it. i can't imagine if the other german girls found out about us, gossips will definitely soar. but i gotta admit this really is fun.

oh and one more thing. tis goes out to someone out there. i wish i can just come up to you and say,'hey, don't go out with him, he'll leave you once he gets bored.' haha. mean i know, but it's true. and i'm not going to say it, of course not. haha

keep texting! i'm loving it! lol

lieche

i'm going to write this post in english cause i feel like all those chinese characters are pushing my english skills out of my head through my ear.

so i rode the train today like usual. while waiting for the train, vava went to get a drink in a nearby stand. i didn't come along with her though, i just sat and wait. when she got back, she was like all, 'the guy who sold the drinks there was a train 2 hours earlier. just over there. aaaaaaah.' she pointed to a place in the railways which was like only a few meters from where we were sitting. some parts of that particular spot were covered in white sand. the man said that was to cover the blood. the person didn't die, but his skull was crushed (aaaaaaaah). he got run over by the express train. for those who don't know shit about jabodetabek trains, the express trains are trains who don't stop at every station. so they speed up real fast and they don't slow down. funny thing is, EXACTLY, and i mean EXACTLY next to the place where the accident happen, there was this board with the number 4 in it. just a small white board with the number 4 in the middle of those 2 railways. the accident happened exactly next to the 4 sign. some people say 4 means death. in japanese and chinese, 4(si) has the same meaning as death. a few days ago, i went home by train with iman. he said that a few days before, he saw a mannequin's head in the railroad. i remember him pointing to the place where he saw it. well, it was kinda the same place as the accident. oh my. this is getting scary. but i'm still loving my train rides and enjoying every second of it. hehe

seeing double

i know there are so many

tapi dia kan....

tapi dia kan....

tapi dia kan....s

but, i don't really give a shite. cause i love playing the game that we play.

=)

minggu2

gw agak nyesel d kmrn g k pl fair. tmn2 gw byk yg dtg ternyata. kgnnnn pgn ktemu. huhu. tp sinofest br selese jam 8 dan gw udah mls kalo ksana.

anyway, gw mau cerita ttg beberapa hal yg terjadi beberapa hari terakhir. haha. kan pas sinofest kmrn kan di kampus ada stand gorengan gt kan, trus jual tempe mendoan. anjrit tempe mendoannya ENAK BGT udah kaya apaan tai. sumpah enak bgt. satunya cuma 1500 lg. dan begonya gw cuma beli satu. aaaarrggghhh. sumpah ya saking enaknya gw smp ngmng k boneng. anjrit neng, enak bgt sumpah. ini tempe apa mukjizat. hahaha. lebay, tp emg enak bgt!

trus kan di sinofest ada band yg maen namanya mejiku. trus itu memotivasi gw untuk ngmng k vava. va, untung pelangi warnanya merah dulu bukan jingga dulu. vava lgsg ketawa2 dan hebatnya cuma dia yg mudeng secepet itu. haha.

yaudah, gt aja si sebenernya. haha

real horrorshow!

so i 've finished viddying a clockwork orange and it really was a horrorshow! my gulliver was always buried in the book and my rot couldn't stop talking about it to anyone. i also imagined alex as a really hot chelloveck. haha.

i was speaking with. the whole book is told in the first person, alex, who refers himself as your humble narrator. throughout the whole book he speaks in nadsat, so you have to get used to it first. the book was really fun. it's a pity it's thin. i actually can't get enough. if you've seen the movie, there's really not much difference. but i gotta say the movie's better. duh, stanley kubrick. the book's not as artsy as the movie and there's one last chapter in the book that wasn't included in the movies. so alex gets cured, then he finds himself a new group with 3 new droogs with a new costume to boot. but after a while he gets bored out of it all. he came across his old droog, pete. pete here being married and happy and all that cal. so alex decides he wants to go and settle, and that all that he used to do was adolescent stuff.

aaaaaaaaah!

jadi intinya, td gw naek kereta balik k jakarta jam 20.30 dan desek2an kan tu masuknya. mana di depan pintu keretanya ada yg naro karung2 gede bgt lg jd mempersempet jalan masuk. mana keretanya udah mengeluarkan bunyi2 tanda mau jalan. semakin desek2an. alhasil, sepatu gw COPOT dan JATOH k selipan di antara platform sm kereta. intinya, sepatu gw jatoh k rel. HUHUUHUHUUH. parah2 tu sepatu PW bgt dan udah gw pake dr sma kelas 2 dan suka gw perlakukan dengan brutal tp masih bagusssss. trus tu sepatu nyimpen banyak kenangan bgt. hhuuhu. dia udah ikut gw kemana2 dan kayanya dia yg paling tau ttg gw. hahaha tai ah lebay. tp ya gt. sediiiiiihhhh. gw EMANG akhir2 ini suka mikir, pgn d beli crocs baru, tp jgn d, yg ini masi pw. nanti aja klo yg ini udah bnr2 g bisa dipake. dan gw ga nyangka kalo pas saat tu sepatu 'bener2 g bisa dipake' dateng, rasanya bakal senyesek ini. hhuhuhu. tp yasudahlah. things could've been worse. ajeng lebih kesian stan smith kado ulang taun rame2nya ilang dicolong. tp se rela2nya gw sm hilangnya sepatu kiri gw, gw GA TAU bakal ngerasa kaya apa klo besok gw liat tu sepatu di rel udah kelindes2 kereta.

...........................................................................................

forever my guilty pleasure

william beckett

sinofest

aaaaaah jd g bisa ikut kumpul teater hr sabtu. =(

i've found my new love!

it's FUTSAL! hahahaa. like i wrote earlier, i had no idea how i was chosen in the first place. i have never played futsal in my life. haha. tp trus jurusan gw menang aja euy 5-0. hahahahhaa. parah2 seneng bgt. karena kemampuan gw untuk menggiring bola NOL BESAR, gw jd defense. dan gw seneng bgt karena byk yg bilang 'anjing defensenya jago paraaaah.' ckakakakakakakakakakak. sumpah2 gw seneng bgt. gw emang ga ngasi tu bola buat ngelewatin gw SAMA SEKALI. selama gw jd defense, kiper gw gabut parah. bolanya g pernah nyampe ke kiper.gw emg g ngegol, tp gw yg menyumbang angka 0 di skor lawan. hehehe. sumpah2 gw seneng bgtttt, dan gw ga sabar maen selanjutnya lawan jurusan apa aja. ketua kelompok gw jago parah, semua strikernya jago. tp kata iman gw maennya beringas. katanya tiap liat bola dtg lgsg bnr2 gw serang. hahaha.

tapi sumpah itu seru bgt. kita bikin yel2, 我们漂亮羁勒！ hahaha. sumpah itu kalo di trasnlate artinya sampah bgt. gw lgsg pgn bgt ikut futsal fakultas gw. hahahaa. ya tp latiannya jam 6 pagi gw naek apa jg ke depok. haha.

haha, maaf kalo terkesan nyombong. tp klo lo pernah menang suatu lomba, lo pasti ngerti perasaan ini. haha. besok sinofest, ga ada pelajaran dan mlm ini gw mau ngelanjutin gossip girl! huaaaaa. life IS good.

baru aja mingkem

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. gw bingung sumpah mau ngmng apa.

hanzi hanzi

harusnya si skrg gw belajar. HARUSNYA. ga ada apa2 si besok, maksud gw ga ada uts or tes2 semacamnya. tp ya gw klo g nyiapin bahan sebelom masuk kelas alamat MATI. jd ya iya, hrsnya si gw belajar. tp MALES. anjrit males paraaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh. knp mls selalu jd penyakit semua anak muda di mana-mana. huhuhu. gw udah lama bgt g sempet baca novel dengan baik dan benar dan gw KANGEN. i miss alex and his droogs already!

gara-gara bola

Dan cuma tuhan yang tahu kenapa GW dipilih buat ngewakilin jurusan gw buat lomba futsal. ya ya ya

double vision

hey, i know we're not looking for anything long-term here. but stick around, i'm actually having fun

=)

human mirror

this next video is biasa aja actually. well. the trick is actually pretty good but the angles of the camera are bad so we don't get to really see the real deal. but speaking of trains and twins.............. lol. here, have a look

明天我考试

aaaaaah, byk bgt yg hrs dipelajarin buat besok tp gw males tau ga MALES. huhu

一二三

heartless mode: ON!

so now, i have NOTHING to lose.

happy halloween!

I had the longest day today. Seriously. I don’t even know where to start. Haha. It all started when I skipped the first half an hour of mpkt. Mpkt btw, is lesson where philosopy, ethics, logic, pancasila and all that jazz are crammed into one. Then the whole day was spent making the script for petang kreatif at klaster(kelas terbuka). Honestly, I like klaster. It’s the most decent place you can have that’s the closest to nature.  From there, all you see is trees, the river, jembatan texas, FE and FT on the other side of the bridge. Sometimes people would play arung jeram in the river. What other university can you play arung jeram in anyway. Haha. But klaster is 100% outdoors(duh) and it gets really itchy sitting on the ground after a while so we moved to the library. My second most favorite place on earth after perpustakaan depdiknas. At the library, me, vava and oris continued writing the script until I got a call from Iman telling me that there are no trains heading to jakarta. I was like, seriously? It’s already 7.00 pm and how the eff was I supposed to get back. The script’s not even half finished. The reason there was no train available is because there was some kind of accident in stasiun manggarai. So I guess hantu-hantu kereta manggarai  beraksi di halloween day. Hahahahaha. Like it or not, me, vava and iman decided to ride a taxi to citos and ask my driver to pick us up there.

The first place I visited at citos is always aksara. And guess what, I BOUGHT A CLOCKWORK ORANGE BY ANTHONY BURGESS!!!!!!!!!! Oh GOSH, I have searched for this book with all my life. Sampe nitip2 ke temen gw yg di amerika segala, sampe bela2in ke UPH buat nyari di times bookstore. But whatever, I finally have one in the clutches of my hand! Hahha. I bought it straight away completely ignoring the price. Honestly, it’s the most expensive NOVEL I have ever bought. But it was worth it. Seriously I am sooo reading it ASAP. Wild swans can totally wait.

            Then we went to j.co to finish the script cause we kinda still have a long way to go. Iman was nice enough to buy me 两瓶啤酒,an ice caffe latte, and 2 donuts of my favorite flavour as a token of thank you for having me dropping him off near his house. Seriously, I have never felt so spoiled. Haha. It was no big deal actually, the 3 of us lives nearby from each other anyway.

            So yeah, that’s it I guess. Can’t wait till tomorrow and have a blasting weekend!

有意思

我很喜欢他。他是不帅，但是我很喜欢他！今天我跟他一起上火车。火车上我们说说。哈哈。他是很好。他有一个双胞胎的哥哥。那是有意思。明天我要又上火车跟你一起！

哈哈哈哈哈

gw udah nulis2 blog sampah dan masi blom tenang. huaaaaaa.

ok i guess i'll write more. actually, i have to get to my script right now and memorize a biao yan for tomorrow but i just got over uts and i want to have all the fun i want. i am also soooo not in the mood to do both of those things.

a few days ago, our campus made this 'thing' called kuningkan jakarta when it was hari sumpah pemuda. me and my friends decided to come with. god knows why but we decided to go with the FKM(fakultas kesehatan masyarakat) group. we rode a metro mini yg udah di sewa and it was actually kind of fun. haha. but things got kind of messed up when we got to jakarta and the bus went back to depok before it got to bunderan HI. mls gila gw balik k depok, so me and my friends decided to get off the bus right then and there. it was at semanggi. we went to plaza semanggi and had a shitload of fun. haha. the next day, i told my friend, randu, who didn't come with us the day before. FYI, despite her masculine name, randu is a girl. anyway, here is the conversation i had with randu:

randu : kmrn ngapain aja id?

gw    : ya gt, naek bus sampe jakarta. tp kita turun di plangi.

randu : ooooh, sama siapa aja?

gw      : gw, vava, ima, agis sama satu lagi anak jerman.

randu : anak jerman siapa namanya?

gw      : Iman.

randu : ooo. emang lo punya id?

emang paling TAI lo ndu. hahahahaahhhaa

there are actually still a gazillion more things i want to write but i have to get back to my script and biao yan. so yeah, zaijian!

apaan bgt

http://globalrancangselaras.com/portofolio/perancangan-sma-dan-smk-tarakanita-1-pulo-raya

hahahhha

to kill a mockingbird

gosh i really love this book. it's really hard to put down and you get totally hooked with all the characters. it was really hard to part with scout, atticus and the other towards the ending of the book. seriously, imagine justice from the eyes of a 6 year old. awesome awesome. when it was the scene of the hearing, i couldn't put the book down, i felt like i was also in the courtroom feeling all the anxiety. MUST MUST read. i can't wait to go to subtitles to rent out the movie!

窨井窨井窨井

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhh TAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

sumpah ya tp hr ini bnr2 ky tai. emg si, nothing big occured. nothing big that made me hyperventilate and have a panic attack or something of the sort. tp tetep aja. god knows why, gw jadi script writer buat petang kreatif di fakultas gw. nyet, gw zooooonk bgt sumpah. untung i have the greatest friends with the greatest ideas. bnran d. trus nilai2 gw akhir ini agak baikan. tdnya nilai gw tu kacau, ky tai. seneng si, nilai uts yg udah dibagiin ada yg lumayan jg akhirnya. ditambah uts yg hari ini gw bisa. tp ttp aja, kesel g tau knp. trus gw harus ngafalin percakapan TAI buat besok. dan sambil gw ngetik ini, gw br inget klo tmn gw minta tlg translate-in sesuatu. bntr2

back

aaaaaah kesellllll. huhuhuhuuu. sumpah gw g tau mau ngapain dan gw g tau kenapa. emg ni, kutukan jd cewe. hahaha. oiya, ditambah lg, gw br tau satu info baru yang ga bisa gw tulis disini and you know what? from now on, i will ATTEND every EDS practice held and prove to your ass that i can do soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better.

history of china!

why can't we ancient chinese history more often at campus? i'm loving it! haha

kindle vs reader

OH MY!  HOW COULD I RESIST THEM?????????? i've wanted one since like the amazon kindle first came out. problem is, they're really hard to get. i buy books from amazon all the time, but amazon can't send electronic items to indonesia. zzzzzz. so yeah, i haven't got a chance to own one. but now, sony also released something of the sort and i'm uber psyched! i can't just walk over to any sony centre spread all over jakarta! lalalaaa. down here's a list which compares the two.

amazon kindle:

-it's slightly bigger(not sure about the weight though)

-it's the first out of all items alike

-it's featured by oprah

-the screen can't light up

-there are alphabet keypads to make browsing easier

-you can only buy them online

-holds up to 200 books

-battery lasts up to 1 week

-$359.00

sony reader:

-it's slightly smaller

-promoted by lily cole

-the screen can light up

-no alphabet keys, so i hope they have a good way for browsing

-you can buy them at any sony centre(YEAYNESS!)

-holds up to 320 books

-battery lasts up to 2 weeks

-$399.99

ok so it's pretty obvious that sony reader is better. haha. yeah, no need to explain why. whatever, i am sooooooooo getting one. parah2. can't wait!

culture shock

a friend of mine from waaaaaay back then when i was still in the 4th grade, made this video. i kinda like it.

yeeeaaaaah

i miss my old hair. haha. it's not that i like my hair short, i do. i get easily bored with long hair and always have the urge to have a haircut. but somehow, i miss having long hair. haha

can't sleep

i can't sleep at all! i'm having my uts tomorrow and i'm still awake at this hour. i also have to keep reminding myself that reading old pages from my journal will create an unpredictable emotion. gosh, excuse the rambling, i'm actually too sleepy to write, i was also to sleepy to study earlier, but I CAN'T SLEEP. stupid2 insomnia. btw, has anyone seen kereta hantu manggarai? haha, if you have. tell me about it ok. haha

hmmmm

if you would've think twice about hurting my feelings, i would too.

我的天！

今天我学习汉语，现在我休息。我要跟我的朋友一期去senayan city但是我要学习。现在我喜欢一个人，他是很好。但是他是我的从前男朋友的朋友。

明天我去图书馆，我要看to kill a mockingbird。再见，我要学习。星期二，星期三和星期日我有考。我的天！

if you're thinking about translating it(which you probably aren't),don't.

haha

星期六和星期日

uuurrrgghhhh, another saturday spent home alone with no one but these stupid chinese characters. well their not that stupid actually, i've learned to like them. they're really fun to do but shitlessly hard to memorize. i've just learned how to write chinese characters on my computer and they're really fun. i've been doing it all day. hahaha. on word, on msn and i think i'll try it here as well.

here's the thing, i can talk in chinese, i can converse. i'm able to say hundreds of words now and create tons of sentences. but i still don't know how to write them. haha pity2. well, writing will come later in life. for now on, chugging myself with celestial movies seems enough. haha

attention, mahasiswa

gw dpt email ini dr bokap gw. terserah mau percaya apa nggak, tp ada BGT kemungkinan ini bener. kalopun nggak, kita bukan ga pernah denger hari gini banyak penculikan. jadi, mau lo kuliah dimana aja, apalagi yang di ui depok, baca deh.

Penting Bgt.

Khususnya buat para Mahasiswi Yang kuliah entah di UI depok atau dimanapun, dan

Umumnya buat wanita dimanapun berada.

 

Maaf Kalo rada Panjang,,, 

Gw mau share pengalaman CEWE gw SENDIRI !!
hari Jum'at kemaren (17 Oktober 2008) cw gw baru selesai Kuliah (jurusan mipa UI ) jam 5 sore an.
Setelah selesai, dia mau jalan kekosannya, Untuk Ganti baju karena janjian Sama Gw di Detos mau Nonton 21... (posisi Gw dah di DETOS)
dari kampus MIPA ui depok dia Menuju kosan Jalan Kaki Rutenya : MIPA => FKM => BNI => Gang SENGGOL.

Nah pas baru sampe BANK BNI yang di UI .. dia liat mobil KIJANG KAPSUL warna item dengan no polisi D - bandung (gw Lupa No.nya..)    

Diluar Mobil itu ada cowo usia 30an..
Cowo itu manggil CEWE gw,,,,
cewe gw nyamperin Dong,,,

trus si COWO ( DENGAN LOGAT MALAYSIA ) 
bilang sama cewe gw kalo Dia nyasar, dia Mau Ke UI Salemba tapi Nyasar ke UI Depok ,,,

Trus Sama Cw gw dikasi tau arah2nya,,,,
ga Lama kemudian Ada ibu2 datang Entah dari mana datangnya nanya : "Ada Apa?".
Lalu cewe gw Bilang Kalo orang ini nyasar...
Nah terjadilah Perbincangan…. 

yang INTInya si IBU itu menyarankan KALO CEWE GW NGANTERIN orang itu ke SALEMBA ,,, (WTF) !!

"udah de anter aja kasian Masnya jauh2 dari malaysia Nyasar,,,
kamu Ga kasian? Tolongin ya .. Kalo saya tau juga saya antar kok,
naik mobil kan ga lama" ---> ini lah ucapan Ibu tadi sambil maksa2 CEWE gw malah sampe cewe gw di dorong2 masuk Mobil,,,

cw gw bingung...

Lalu dia TLP gw,,,!!
saat dia tlp, posisi cw gw udah mau masuk ke dalam MOBIL yang TERNYATA ada 2 orang COWO didalamnya !!!

Dlm telp cw gw bilang: "Yang aku di minta tolong ke UI salemba sama orang nyasar, cowo naik mobil kijang item ni… "

BUSET panik gw !! ga sadar gw Teriak : " JANGAN !! KELUAR KAMU dari MOBILNYA !! kamu dimana? "

"di BNI Kampus UI"

"Ya, udah kamu keluar dulu ya dari MOBILnya, aku kesitu "

Langsung gw lari sekuat tenaga dari DETOS ke UI, karena kalo gw ngambil MOTOR pasti lama di parkirannya, ,,, !!

Pas gw dah sampe BNI cewe Gw Lagi Dipegangin Tangannya sama ibu2, trus kedengeran ibu2 itu maksa2 cw gw Suruh Naik MOBIL !!

GILA AJA ...!!!

Kontan, langsung Gw tarik tangan CEWE gw 
sambil emosi Gw tanya: "Ada apa nih bu ??"

Setelah Diceritain KRONOLOGISnya, Gw langsung ngebatin ada yang Ga bener ni...!

Terus Gw Bilang aja sama Cowo yang Logat malaysia,,, 
" KALO LUH MAU KE SALEMBA TANYA POLISI AJA, ngapain LUH ngajak2 Cewe Gw Segala !! " 

Eh dia malah marah marah dan KELUARLAH LOGAT asli (maaf) BATAKnya.. (gw rasa dia orang batak yang Pura2 jadi orng malaysia )

Gw sama tu cowo sempet adu MULUT sampe mau Gw pgn TONJOK tu ORANG, kesel gw… dia yang minta tolong kok malah dia yang NGOTOT !!


Cw gw ketakutan sampe mau nangis, Karena Gw uda ga tahan BGT sama Nyolotnya tu orang !
Ga lama kemudian tuh cowo pergi Naik MOBILnya...

Trus Si ibu2 Bilang: " BEGO bgt si bukannya di anterin !".
****anjing Bgt tuh ibu2 bilang cewe Gw Bego !!*****

"Maksud ibu apa bilang cewe saya Bego?? kenapa ga Ibu aja Yang Anterin??", gw mulai murka.

Ehh ntu ibu2 malah BILANG *****ini dia Kuncinya*****

" KALO TADI MBAKNYA nganterin saya KAN DAPET UANG dari Mereka !!!!!!"
sambil ngeloyor pergi....... naik MOOTOR sama cowo yang letaknya Ga jauh dari LOKASI....


Dari situ Gw sama cewe Gw langsung kepikiran Kalo Tadi itu MUNGKIN salh astu modus Penculikan !

Gw jadi inget sama Kasus Mahasiswi GUNADARMA yang diculik, diperkosa, dirampok, dibunuh dan Di buang Di gerbatama UI ....



Alhamdulillah Cewe Gw masi dilindungi ALLAH... 


Jadi TOLONG hati2 buat semuanya,,,
jangan Terlalu Percaya sama orang yang Ga dikenal
jaga diri Baik2 ya 


HATi2 ya Semua,,,,,,, ,, 
komplotan penculik sekarang Parah2 BGT sob….banyak caranya.

hati2 temen2 gw semuanya! nobody wants to be the next corpse to be found at gerbatama ui.