Sunday, March 29, 2009

one evening

yesterday was the 28th! exactly 5 months from the way we met. heheeee

Saturday, March 28, 2009


biarpun luntang-lantung ga jelas dan random bgt, i had sooooo much fun. can't wait till our next meeting outside campus! xp

another saturday

maybe i should start with this. haha
yeah like we all know and like how it is all plastered across jakarta(or facebook for that matter), today from 8.30 to 9.30 is earth hour, or in chinese 地球一小时. haha. i only got to enjoy 15 minute of it, something i honestly didn't really regret. i was at the movies and came out 15 minutes before 9.30 so i headed straight for bunderan HI and sudirman. jakarta was dark. seriously. i mean, there are still lights mostly coming from cars, but overall, it was dark and it was nice. seeing the lighting up process was really nice. not altogether, but slowly bit by bit lights are turned on and before you know it was like the usual jakarta again. i'm glad i only got 15 minutes of it cause an hour would be pretty boring. lol. though i wish i saw the turning off part.

next topic. my lost blackberry is sold again. *^$%#@. my aunt added by old blackberry pin and the person said he bought it for 5,6 million rupiahs at hokky cell. seriously where the fuck is hokky cell anyway. i guess there's nothing more i can do but hope that the new owner takes great care of it. i miss it sooooo much

Wednesday, March 25, 2009


can't wait!

masih bosen

i should savor this night since there's no class tomorrow. i think i'll watch full metal jacket. haha

uts half way done

i am boreeed shitless. bored with everything in my life lately. remember that post when i said i wanted to move to australia cause this boredom is killing me? well, i lost my mobile phone and god knows why, i'm still bored. i already joined the futsal team and i still feel bored with my everydayness. so, what's the eff is wrong with me? and what should i do to light up my days anyway? i kind of did some thinking and i guess i realized it's not that i'm bored, it's actually cause i'm unproductive. i know myself and i know how much i hate being unproductive.
this next info might shock the jitters out of you, esp coming from me, but honestly, gw nyesel ga try out for BEM.

there i said it. so right now i should probably pause for all the expression and laughter you are randomly throwing about after hearing that statement.

again, i know myself. i know what things i will be committed to and what things that i know i'm not going to last. sure i've been wrong a few times about that. but at least i try the things i wanted to. i joined the futsal team cause i thought it would kind of light up my boring days and well, kebawa temen2 si. i know it's not my thing, and i know i probably won't last long in it. but i lost my mobile during practice and that's it, i'm in for the rest of my life. no turning back cause it would be really '???' for me to quit after wreaking havoc inside. 

but for BEM, something tells me that if i got it i will last. i like being busy and meeting all those new people. i know i am sooooooooo not BEM material. AT ALL. and i think i won't pass the interview anyway, but at least i could've given it a try.

huaaaaaaaa bosennnn

Tuesday, March 24, 2009


ini repost si gan, tp menurut gw emg kocak bgttt. apalagi di blognya yuni jg lg marak indiahe. haha

Sunday, March 22, 2009

it turns out

i HAVE to write down all my random thoughts somewhere. so yeah, my blog's not going to change. i don't even know what i should write about but right now i'm waiting for south park season 13 episode 2 to buffer when i'm supposed to be studying. aaarrgghh, tp mlssssss. you know how when you're eyes are pretty much glued to the computer screen and that proably only a hurricane (or major sleepiness) could get your eyes off the screen.
i miss south park and i'm just uber psyched the 13th episode is out. i watch last night's episode completely laughing my ass off, alone. i even chose south park over a really special phone call =(
i'm sorry, i was just giving a head start at how i loooove south park and there will probably be more times in the future where you'll have to lose to south park. hehe
me and icha went to senayan city today to watch confessions of a shopaholic. at first i didn't really want to see the movie cause i'm a HUGE fan of the book which i have been reading since the 8th grade and since the movie is sooo different, i thought i would get to disappointed and all that. but it turns out, the movie was also great. it's different from the book, yes. but it was ok. it has its own unique twist.
here are a few major differences between the book and the movie:
-it takes place in london. not in new york. even though the second book is titled shopaholic takes mahattan
-even though becky is a major shopaholic, she isn't that 'glam' nor is she that immature in appearance
-the scarf existed in the story but there was never 'the girl in the green scarf'
-luke was never becky's boss nor was he the son of a famous 'sherman'
though i like the sherman part. where luke says he doesn't want to be famous just because of his name and stuff.

oh and this is kind of a spoiler, but i really like this part in the book,
becky met luke because of the scarf incident, where she said that she wanted to buy her aunt ermintrude the scarf. when they both had a daughter, they named her minnie from the aunt ermintrude who brought them together though never existed. lol
oh  and i think suze is soo much like in the book. haha

buku shopaholic gw lengkap kecuali yg pertama deh. ada yg lg minjem ga? gw lupa dimana. heehe

Saturday, March 21, 2009


i don't really want to be a crackberry, but i can't help but miss my blackberry.


agak basi si

tp akhirnya setelah sekian lama ga peduli, gw penasaran nilai gw sbenernya udh keluar blom si. dan ternyata udah! jadi ip akhir gw 3,15. hahahaa. yaaaa at least nyampe 3. hahaaa. semester 2 ga ada cerita masi dpt segitu!!!

rubik's cube

before i head on and ramble about what i'm going to write, i should warn you that from now on, my posts will be a little different than usual. i feel like, all this time my posts contains to many shared knowledge and isn't readable by everyone.
anyway, i watch the master today at rcti. haha. that show where some says it's a rip-off and stuff. don't really care sih, but yeah i think it's a rip-off. haha. so deddy corbuzier and this guy did a challenge where they have to solve the rubik's puzzle blindfolded. yeah, as if that's humanly possible.
when i watched the pursuit of happiness, will smith could also solve the rubik's cube really fast. this got me effing curious and bought one for my own but instead of the usual colours, it has pictures of the sydney opera house on it cause that's where i bought it. hehe
later in i realized how cute the rubik's cube is. i mean, it's soooo colorful! i want these:

i'd rather buy this key ring other than the regular cube. haha

it's origami!

and who say's the blind can't play rubik's?

hahaha. i used to search the internet for solvers, but they don't really work for me. so i just switch the stickers around. lol

Thursday, March 19, 2009

i miss it already

i kind of don't know where to start but today has been a really long day. and i lost my blackberry.


well i guess it was my fault i didn't ask someone to hold it for me while i was at the field, and it was also my fault i didn't put it deep in my bag so it was pretty easy for someone to just get it from my bag. but like what usually happens the effect that incident causes is usually greater than the incident itself.
so i told my dad how i lost it and, not surprisingly though, he kind of went ballistic. he said that i was such a show off for bringing it to school anyway and that all i care about is showing off in front of my friends and not even bothering about where the money comes from and ya di ya di ya di ya. he also mentions about how some people would risk dying just to get an amount of money that is so not worth their lives.
seriously, that is the BIGGEST insult i can EVER get. EVER. i would rather be called ANYTHING other than a snob who goes around showing my stuff. lebay i know tp i would rather die than having to face what i just faced. tp beneran deh. it was that bad.
lately, if you've been reading my blog, you'll probably noticed how i am trying like shit to live off luxury. it's like, i'm starting to realise than money doesn't cause anything but trouble. it surely does not cause happiness. for a period of time, yes. but long-term, NO. but again, that is what i think.
i realize i couldn't take things for granted forever. it's hard to get money, i realize that to some people, it's a big deal. i don't remember since when i've been doing this, but i've stopped asking for money from my parents. they do give me my regular pocket money, but i never ask for extras or anything like that. the last thing they bought me was the blackberry. it's been really long since i asked them for money. i remember the last time i did was a few months ago. i wanted to buy a pair of converse shoes cause the last time i bought a pair of shoes for school was when i was still in the 9th grade. and those shoes isn't really that descent anymore. the reason i'm doing this is because i know my parents are the kind of people who will buy me anything i ask for.
yeah, comment whatever you like, but that's not my point.
my point is, if i keep asking them for stuff and just easily get it just like that, i will take those stuff for granted and i will not value them since i got them effortlessly. then if everything was that easy to get, i can get all greedy and be enslaved by money. i do not want that, EVER. by being enslaved i mean, i no longer control money, they control me, and if once i couldn't get something that i want, i will get all frustrated and push my way into getting it. by money again, of course.

by living like this, the way i'm doing now, it just feels good. i mean, i get to know my limitation of things and i get to make the best of things that i can have without money and to me, the feeling is a thousand fold better than buying some expensive clothing item from your favorite store. that kind of life is over for me. welllll, not exactly over, since there are still some parts of it that's harder than ever to let go. but i'm trying. =)

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

this actually has something to do with my previous post

oh my GOSH

i can't BELIEVE what i just did. 

well, actually, i can. it's just i couldn't believe the effect of my doing so.

i can't WAIT for tomorrow!

ditengah-tengah ngerjain qing ming njing

all this time, this game you've been playing, this game where you've tagged me to come play with, i'm getting sick of it. seriously. ok it was fun at first. REAL fun. but things have got to stop going on like this! it hit me when 3 of my friends at campus all of a sudden barengan dpt nanren gt. bahkan satu udah jadian. haahhaha. selamat ya tik. nah gw kan jd mikir. nyet, NYET, mau smp kapan deh? zenmeban deh ini zenmeban? sumpah2 gw lama penasaran nyettttt, jd wo he ni zenmeban bgt sumpah. penasaran dan cape tepatnya. kelamaaaaaan. aaaaaahhh. mana yang bikin gw penasaran, tu 3 tmn gw, klo di kampus enak bgt nyet! yaudah enak aja gt barengan. ga maen kucing-kucingan anjing anjing anjing anjingan ky gw yang sumpah lama2 cape cape cape cape cape capeeee.


iya si gw sempet blg take all the time in the world, i won't care. ga jadi nyet, kelamaan. hahahahahahaa

Monday, March 16, 2009

mean, i know

but i work alone!

bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad habit

rumbling through old pictures

lebaran! i wish it was lebaran every month! i looooove this pic cause everyone just looked so happy in it =)
oh padahal that time, inside i was really uber kusut. it's amazing how being with my family can make me genuinely happy again. lol
om gw jb lg di blkg. haha

X-6!!!!!! gosh i miss this class like effing crazy! dulu gw tiap pagi ke sekolah kayanya seneng bgt. hahaha. di kelas kerjaannya nyampah, maen si buta dan si gua hantu. trus wkt itu kita masi kelas satu, masih calang, masih belom penjurusan dan pelajaran masih kaya tai. jadi kita struggle sama2. sumpah kangeeeeennn!!!
skrg yg satu kampus sm gw cuma asseta sm atid. yg masih sering ketemu cuma aby sm maria, arimbi keluar bahkan di luar negeri. agni, icha di bandung. yg sama2 di jakarta jg udah susah ketemu. kangeeeeennn!!!!!!

fx! gw g tau kenapa but i love this day! kan liburan panjaaang trus udah lama ga ketemu tiba2 ngumpul brg naek busway k fx trus pertama kali nyoba perosotan fx. hahaah. kangeeeeennnnnnn

july 26 2008
probably the best day i had in the year 2008. i dedicated a post to it kok. hehe. it was aby's birthday. it all started at midnight when i got accepted at ui, then my parents decided to buy me a new macbook. yeayness! then i met up with my boyfriend at that time after days of not seeing each other. then aby picked me up later that night and we talked the night away at pizza marzano and finish of with a midnite movie at blitz. kangeeeen!

there are 2 other things that i miss; my long hair and my thick eyebrows!!!


for everyone who thinks my previous posts are too offending, i really am sorry. really. i also thought about the menggoda iman thing. i never meant to do that, ever, but if i keep posting posts like that, i don't blame people for thinking that i am.

so again, i am sorry and i'll stop posting posts like that for a while. even if i post them, the source will be more descent, not just from the internet.

so from now on, my blog is going to talk about kuliah futsal kuliah kuliah kuliah kuliah kuliah relationships kuliah kuliah kuliah kuliah kuliah futsal kuliah kuliah kuliah kuliah kuliah

enjoy! ;p

Sunday, March 15, 2009


maaf ya klo my previous posts are too harsh. =(

oh iya, ketinggalan

ini ada lagi yg lupa gw paste td.

Agar ummat Islam dapat menjalankan Hukum Allah, Allah melarang orang-orang yang beriman mengambil orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani untuk menjadi pemimpin. Ini masuk akal. Siapa sih di antara orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani yang mau menjalankan Hukum Allah? Siapa di antara orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani yang mau menjalankan Syariat Islam atau berjuang untuk mendirikan Negara Islam? Tidak ada bukan? Justru mereka berusaha menghalangi penegakkan syariat Islam atau pendirian Negara Islam sekuat mungkin.

huaaaaah, cape gw komentar2. ga ada abisnya juga.

gila parah2 masi ada org yg mikir kaya gini. hello, earth to fanatics muslims throughout the country, gimana mau maju?

iman kepada allah

gw kan lagi nyari2 bahan buat tugas agama kan, iman kepada allah. i came across a lot of amazing websites. check them out.

„Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu mengambil orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani menjadi pemimpin-pemimpin (mu); sebahagian mereka adalah pemimpin bagi sebahagian yang lain. Barang siapa di antara kamu mengambil mereka menjadi pemimpin, maka sesungguhnya orang itu termasuk golongan mereka. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak memberi petunjuk kepada orang-orang yang lalim.” [Al Maa-idah:51]

???????????????? the

sumpah ya. gw bahkan bingung mau ngmng apa. 

this one's taken from

Firman Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’ala: “(Dia adalah) Tuhan seluruh langit dan bumi serta semua yang ada di antara keduanya. Maka sembahlah Dia dan berteguh hatilah dalam beridat kepada-Nya. Adakah kamu mengetahui ada sesuatu yang sama dengan-Nya (yang patut disembah)?”. (QS : Maryam ayat 65)
Dan firman Allah 
“Tiada sesuatupun yang serupa dengan-Nya. Dan Dia-lah yang maha mendengar lagi Maha melihat”. (QS: Asy-Syura :11)

gitu kan enak. ngmng biasa2 aja emg ga bisa ya?

this is what annoys me about this religion. it teaches hatred and it feels like it is the most correct out of all there is. while other religion teaches peace. aah sumpah ga malu ya?

gw lg nyari ayat (tp gw lupa) yg isinya kita harus ngebantai siapapun yang bertentangan dengan agama islam. banish them form the face of earth and stuff. ada yg tau ayatnya? oh and correct me if i'm wrong ya. tp seinget gw si isinya kt gt.


i realized that i have sooo much to get to. tp mls bgt mulai ngerjainnya. aaarrggghhh... mls mls mlssss. you know how when you know you'll enjoy what your about to do tp mulainya mls. zzzz. my religion assignment about iman kepada allah. i know that's going to be fun. tp gw mlssss. pol pol. trus tugas pengantar kesusastraan, i know i will enjoy it tp mls mulainya. sigh. and time's ticking.

so i guess before i burry myself in my books, i'd like to write a little something.

oh it contains naruto spoilers, so don't continue reading if you want to read it own your own.

lately, i've been thinking, oh and this is all because of aerosmith's song. haha. yeah, i've been thinking, when people say "i'd die for you", how much would they actually go? i know this topic really isn't that important but seriously, it makes me wonder. we all know that ngomong tuh gampang, tapi when you're faced with a situation where you're supposed to choose your life's or your partner's, will you really bow down that much to love and sacrifice your own?
this is something i really can't answer since i've never been in this situation.

yesterday i continued reading naruto (i missed naruto sooooooooo much), and it was getting really seru. jadi ceritanya lagi naruto vs pain gt, trus tiba2 si hinata dateng trus sok2 mau nyelametin naruto gt. hahaaa. she kinda confessed her feelings and was all ready to die for him. well, i think that part was agak2 ngek si. i really wasn't expecting and romantic drama between a battle such as naruto vs pain. haha

but that's not what really hit me when i read naruto yesterday. what hit me was the part where naruto and pain were fighting and all that, and naruto told pain how he wants to destroy him and make peace and so on and so on. then pain just laughed and said. there's no such thing as 'peace'. he also wants to make peace, but he knows it's impossible. so he came up with his own concept of peace. in order to fulfill this, he needs all the demons he's collecting, including the nine tailed demon inside naruto so that he could make a destructive weapon stronger than any other. once it is done, people will feel threatened by the weapon therefore making not a single soul on earth who still dares to make riot. then peace is formed, peace under the name of fear. eventually, people will get use to the fear and maybe find a way to overcome the weapon but at least "peace" was successfully formed for quite a time. and that is the closest to real peace as anyone can get.

i think that part of the story was really great.

how much of you peace really has a chance? i mean, i wish i could believe in peace but i wouldn't conflicts always happen and keep happening until the end of time? 

i once read on postsecret a secret that says something in the lines of "i believe peace has a chance"

whoever sent in that secret, i admire your spunk and i hope your belief is enough to cover all our doubts

Saturday, March 14, 2009



thanksgiving my way

-i thank om de for giving me the ahmad wahib book. AWESOMENESS
-i thank ima for teaching me those indescribably annoying chinese grammar. i could NEVER have done it without you
-i thank vava for the new shorts. yeay! now i feel welcomed!
-i thank iman for bringing out the better me. and i am NOT just saying this
-i thank nindi for bolak balik nganter jemput gw, and being the greatest cousin ever. one day i will nyetirin lo. promise! hahaha
-i thank aby for all the great time sama berkali2 nganter jemput gw juga trus sampe nyasar2. hehee

i thank everyone else that has been a part of my life. each one of you is a different color that brightens up my life! =)

Friday, March 13, 2009

hey people,

i am sooo sorry if i have been boring you lately with my meaningless doodles. so what i'm going to do now is write stuff i've been going through lately, and i promise this time, i'm not going to do it in points. hehe

lately i've been thinking, by being all religulous like this, am i being to harsh? too harsh on other people i mean. it's like, sometimes it still surprises me how many people are still clinging strongly to their religion. honestly, those kind of people wow me. i could never do that in this ge-generation. i've been saying my opinion towards religion in front of those people all this time and i'm starting to wonder, have i ever been a penggoda iman? (ehem2) i SWEAR, i have NEVER, not once, want to pull people into believing what i believe. this is what's best for me,  it doesn't mean it's best for everyone. all this time, i just tell people about what i believe and how my views towards god is. then i encourage them to free their mind and not just swallow down what their told. is that the same as menggoda iman then? if yes then honestly, i have never ever meant to do it ever.
freeing their mind does not always mean rejecting religions. oh and, i'll allways believe that diversity is one of gods greatest gift.

i'm currently reading atheis by achdiat k. mihardja and i think the book rocks. haha. so it tells about this guy who is deadly religious and all he does is prays for the sake of heaven. he isn't even interested in books apart from muslim books. he doesn't listen to western music cause he thinks that music and art is a form of "buah kebudayaan kafir". all he thinks of is praying for the sake of heaven. then he comes along and meets this atheist friend of his who introduces him to even more atheist friends, making him ending up as one. it was good at first, but he had no balance. all his friends are atheist so he fell too far from the spiritual word making him all lost and angry in the end. this story is also similar to A. A. Navis's Robohnya Surau Kami.
in conclusion, balance is important.

My biggest fear in the whole entire world is being left by the person i love for no reason. for example, my husband just loses his feeling all of a sudden without any logical explanation regardless the fact that we've been together for ages. hey it happens. and i kind of have a feeling it's going to happen to me. i reallllyyyy hope i can make this feeling go away though.

Since life is getting boooorrriiinggg and i'm eating more than i should be and exercising less and less, i decided to join the futsal team. hahaha

motivate me

sorry about my last post. seriously, it was really spoiled of me to want to move to aussie. yeah like that'll happen.
anyway, check these out. these are stuff i've been collecting cause i just like them. haha

and my favorite, favorite

Thursday, March 12, 2009

knp deh baru sekarang?

-when the going gets tough
-when life is boooooorrriiingggg
-when learning CHINESE is just too much too handle
-when even your most special person can't even make you want to stay
-when your friends seem so far away
-when you feel so nyampah nyampah and nyampah


sumpah gw jd mikir klo dulu gw ga jadi masuk ui trus jadinya di monash gimana. sigh

Monday, March 9, 2009

i constantly thank god for the fact that

now, i have understood the joy of giving! =)

well at least

ada clockwatching sm life in wonderful

tp ttp aja. i gotta admit his performance way waaaay awesome, tp udh kecewa duluan ga ada lagu2 lama. i'd be 10000x happier if there was. haha

sumpah ya

mau mati gw ngeliatnya. sampah bgt. hahhahahahahhahahahahahhhhhahhah

Saturday, March 7, 2009

java jazz

sumpah ya, jason mraz was disappointing major!! apa BGt deh ga bawain lagu2 lama? cuma clockwatching doang lagu lama yg dibawain. sm who needs shelter,which is ga ada di 3 album utamanya itu. trus ya masa ya isinya kan agj2 yg emg cuma nungguin im yours, lucky sm make it mine gt kan. keliatan bgt when jason was playing other songs, esp fast ones like dynamo of volition, the crowd was really quite. but when he sang those 3 songs mentiones above, the whole croed went crazy. yeah yeah.

no geek in the pink, the remedy, wordplay, YOU AND I BOTH?????? seriously? oh and when he sang clockwatching, the girl behind me was like, oh ini, gw sering denger ni. zzzz

tp ya i shouldn't be so sensi, semua jg berhak ntn gt. tp ya bt aja.

Friday, March 6, 2009

hour away!

i wish i could scream all jason jason without looking like an agj. zzzz. honestly i'm still confused are they really that into jason mraz?

well, at least i'm happy for jason he has sooo many fans :)

Thursday, March 5, 2009

global warming schlobal schwarming?

no i do not agree with the title of this post. at all. i have been caring about the environment ever since i got back from australia cause they really do make us care as early as possible. so when i got back here and i was the only one not wanting to use perfumes and wooden pencils and not consume meat and try like shit to recycle (it's so hard to do that around here), instead of getting suport for other people, people would just go ahead and laugh and call me weird and never i repeat NEVER treat me seriously. so there i go, the weird half-vegetarian weirdo who goes around not wearing perfume and all that. oh and i've been wanting to join walhi and wwf and greenpeace since i could remember, but i was too young back then. waaaay too young.

let's fast forward to a few years later

global warming campaigns are EVERYWHERE. all of a sudden you see agjs wearing pins that say save the turtles and those bags who are supposed to replace plastics bags gets majorly 'disalahgunakan' and were worn as one of those tas cantik yang sok2 ada tulisan i love green or whatever.
i bet my ass you still wear perfume and litter 3 times more than a regular person with all your beauty products.

so here i am, again, wrongly accused of a mainstream(sigh). but a girls gotta do what i girls gotta do. i tried to join walhi and greenpeace but fail miserably on all of them. hahaha. abis mls klo udah keluar2 kota gt. and i started eating meat again a looong time ago cause i decided that meat is one of gods gift to mankind and we should cherish it. lol.
until now, when global warming is hardly heard of again. i mean really hardly ever, i'm still sticking to saving mother earth cause thank god i was never one of those people who are ikut jaman.
so here's what i always do. until now:

ok2, before i start, you might get bored of these tips since they're now published on every girl magazine you know, but read on. i only give tips that make sense.
-hit the switch when you're swicthng rooms. always, ALWAYS.
-don't leave electronic equipments plugged on if you're not using them. if unplugging you're tv or computer is too much of a burden for you then do mother nature a favor and AT LEAST don't leave you're mobile phone charger plugged
-don't ask for plastic bags unless entirely necessary. oh come on, kan lagi jaman tu pake tas2 gede2 gimana gt, yaudah, manfaatin, masukin belanjaan lo kesitu
-buy soaps, shampoos and toothpastes in the biggest container you can find. this saves a lot more than you know. it doesn't take a genius to figure out which leaves more thrash, a 750ml of shampoo or if you buy 3 bottles of 250ml shampoos
-minimize your use of spray thingies. perfume, hairspray, and baygon and stuff. in fact, use none if necessary
-public transportation!!

yaudah si, that's pretty much it. so in conclusion, come on people, global warming isn't a trend so it can never get basi. get your ass and go save the planet while we still can!


duh beneran deh, i'm not trying to be all pussycat dolly or anything but i really fo hate this part right here. i mean who doesn't???? the part where you where really over the edge happy a few days ago and all of a sudden wo de dianhua bu ling xiang. or more likely, ta bu gei wo da dianhua. (selamat mentraslate, setau gw si google translator cuma mau nerima kanji. hahahaha)

seriously, where did i go wrong? i mean, bnran deh, wo zhen de zhen de xiang ni aaaa!!!

so maybe by new contacts are a bit of a bother to you, or maybe not a bit. but i'm sticking to them(or they stick to me, whatever) but i am not going to change the things i like just because you don't like them. i accept you the way you are even though if i could i could ask you to make some change here and there. but that wouldn't be fair. that's not who you are and i like the way you are now regardless what other people say.

so i could go on all night chanting in my head,'kenapa deh? kenapa deh? kenapa deeeehh???'
but even if i ask the whole world for all i care, only you know the answer.

god damn it. zzz


-ga tau knp judulnya fib, pgn aja
-kangen. kangen kangeeeeeeennnnnnnn
-are my contacts against my principals?
-living my new way of living, it's waaaay harder than i thought it would be
-tiba2 pgn belajar haha

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

basi i know,

but i've like their songs since i can remember and i still like it till now.

can't help to love their videos too


hmm ok

i'm in too deep, i am.

i don't even know what to write. it's going to end up really cheesy.

but isn't that how people are like when they're crushing?

they get gooey and mooshy and all gross and the world just seem to flatter all around them. seeing everything in a perspective others just don't understand. 

oh shit.

ga kapok2 ya? haha.

but it just feels sooo good, seeing you name light up on my screen and all that.


you know you're indonesian when...

nindi gave me this when i was still in 7th grade! hahah. glad to find the link again.

 stomach growls when you don’t eat rice for a day.

You believe kecap ABC could turn bad cooking to gourmet food.

You talk during a movie.

You eat fried rice in the morning.

You think Rhoma Irama is kampungan.

You are willing to travel 25 miles to buy tahu and tempe.

You are very good at avoiding potholes and other road hazards.

Your local McDonald’s serves rice and sambal.

You think Supermi is a staple food.

You have ever tried passing a Rp 50 coin as a quarter in a US vending machine/pay phone.

You have ever successfully bribed a police officer.

You have ever successfully bribed a customs officer.

You do your shopping in Singapore.

Your drivers license claims you are 5 years older then you really are.

You have ever legally bought pirated software.

You have ever been forced to memorize UUD’45.

You have bought something from a barefooted street peddler.

You have ever eaten something sold off a cart on wheels.

The first thing that comes to mind when hearing the word “Jakarta” is “macet”.

Someone you know has ever ridden on top of a train.

Your daily commute includes thinking up new ways to ride the city bus for free.

You don’t mind people being late.

You think standing in line is a waste of time.

You have tried every Monday of your youth trying to avoid upacara bendera.

You have used a mosquito repellant that looks like a coil and is lit on one end.

You use the terms “Ni yee”, “-lah” and “Ih, jijay” on daily basis

You know what Pancasila is, what it means and know it by heart.

You complain that movies in America don’t have sub-titles.

Your daily conversation may include enactments of TV commercials.

Your whole class has ever cheated on a test, and gotten away with it.

You have ever spent the night before an exam looking for someone who sells the questions.

You like the smell of terasi.

You think the Thomas Cup is equal to the Super Bowl.

You can name a manufacturer of shuttlecocks/badminton birdies.

You have ever ridden in a motor vehicle with three wheels.

You miss your maid during laundry day.

Your clothing has brand names printed on it that is visible from 50′ away.

You attend weddings only until you are done eating.

You have attended weddings that you are not invited to.

You have a can of Baygon on your kitchen table.

You make major decisions based on gengsi.

Someone in your family has extra pockets in his outfit to hide cookies from the all-you-can-eat bar.

You have paid more then $1000 to get your name on your license plate.

When watching TV you regularly find that all the channels broadcast the same thing.

You know more than 10 acronyms/abbreviations.

You have one of those gigantic 5000 watts stereo system even though you can’t turn it as loud as you can since you live in a crowded neighborhood.

Your Toyota Kijang is packed with bull bar, fog lights, roof rail, car alarm, expensive car audio, gold plated emblems, tail light “protector”, racing steering wheels, sports muffler, lowered suspension, 17 inch wheels with expensive tires, etc. Yet you find them not gaul enough.

You are able to squeeze 15 passengers in your Toyota Kijang.

You refuse to buy unleaded gas for your imported car even though it costs less than 20 cents a liter.

You have your drivers license at the age of 14.

You got it without any driving tests.

You are unfamiliar with electric stove.

You are even more unfamiliar with microwave ovens.

If you‘re a student, your main purpose in life is to succeed in UMPTN and get into a Universitas Negeri.

If you‘ve graduated from college, your main purpose in life is to find an easy job with big salary at a foreign company even if you have to stay unemployed for five years to find one.

If you finally got a job, your main purpose in life is now to get a wife/husband that’s rich, from a “good” family, and the most importantly good looking in order to memperbaiki keturunan.

You‘re proud to be Indonesian - and you pass these jokes on to allyour Indonesian friends!

Monday, March 2, 2009

nemu lagi

but i warn you, do not and i mean DO NOT open this website if you still want to stay on your path as a true islam.
the purpose of this website is to free islams and be normal human being and making muslims realize that  all this time they're worshipping some imaginary god created by a pedophile creep aka muhammad.
well, think this website is waaaaaay too harsh even though i got to admit i agree with most of their theories. the website also states its purpose:

a) Warn the non-Muslims of the danger of Islam and push for laws that would ban Islam and the flux of Muslim immigrants into non-Muslim countries. Muslims procreate much faster than any other group and they will soon become the majority. As long as they are confined to Islamic countries they can pose no threat to others. Their growth will reduce them to poverty and hence their threats will be diminished. The danger is when they are allowed to increase in number in non-Muslim countries. If this trend is not stopped the non-Muslims will lose the battle to Islam in this century and will become second class citizens in their own countries.

b) Help the Muslims to see the light, leave Islam and join the fold of humanity. Once Muslims leave Islam they can be as good as anyone else. As long as they hold unto Islam, they can be dangerous. The sweetest Muslim can turn a terrorist overnight. All it takes is a life crisis and the Muslim who turns to his religion for solace and become a dangerous being. The biggest threat however, is the demographic growth of Muslims in the West. their wombs is more dangerous than their bombs. But if they leave Islam, they can be trustworthy allies. It’s not their nationality or race that makes Muslims dangerous; it’s their belief. We hope to wean them from this destructive belief.

ok, harsh harsh harsh. i mean, if you follow my blog you've probably noticed how i go around telling people what i believe. well, honest to anything, i don't ever mean to drag you out of your religion or to end up thinking like me. i myself don't have the right to claim what i believe is the 'most right' out of all and that what you believe is wrong. but i wish people would think. THINK out of the box. let out what they've been keeping all along. i mean come on, you're big fat liars if you say you've never thought of things like where does the quran or the bible come from and stuff like that. and why do religions ban this and ban that and all that stuff. so come ooooonnn, free your mind. it's god's greatest gift to humankind!fyi, i still entirely respect those who are still clinging strongly to their religion. some spunk. i mean, at an age like this where everybody else is swarming with doubt, i can never do that. my brain won't let me. hehe