just when i thought i'm starting to get the hang of it, things started coming up again. the last few days i've been really happy and couldn't seem to wipe the smile of my face. we finally got a chance to have a decent phone call. just like the old days. this is what we aimed for, i thought. not contacting each other intensely for a long time, but once we got the chance to meet or to just talk, it'll feel a thousandfold better than it used to. but something sort of pulled another trigger today. yeah were far literally, but somehow figuratively as well. i don't no longer know what's going on in your life anymore, who you play with, the places you go to, the things you do.
i'm not the kind of person who likes to ask about those things or to control or things, but before we always know 'stuff'. now, i'm clueless about friggin everything and it's getting friggin annoying. surprises keep coming round the bend and i sometimes they're a little too much to bear.
if i started asking who your with and stuff like that, i'll probably be annoyed by my own behavior.
shees i'm stumped, and again i suck at proving my point.
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Hello. And Bye.
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