lately i've been thinking, by being all religulous like this, am i being to harsh? too harsh on other people i mean. it's like, sometimes it still surprises me how many people are still clinging strongly to their religion. honestly, those kind of people wow me. i could never do that in this ge-generation. i've been saying my opinion towards religion in front of those people all this time and i'm starting to wonder, have i ever been a penggoda iman? (ehem2) i SWEAR, i have NEVER, not once, want to pull people into believing what i believe. this is what's best for me, it doesn't mean it's best for everyone. all this time, i just tell people about what i believe and how my views towards god is. then i encourage them to free their mind and not just swallow down what their told. is that the same as menggoda iman then? if yes then honestly, i have never ever meant to do it ever.
freeing their mind does not always mean rejecting religions. oh and, i'll allways believe that diversity is one of gods greatest gift.
i'm currently reading atheis by achdiat k. mihardja and i think the book rocks. haha. so it tells about this guy who is deadly religious and all he does is prays for the sake of heaven. he isn't even interested in books apart from muslim books. he doesn't listen to western music cause he thinks that music and art is a form of "buah kebudayaan kafir". all he thinks of is praying for the sake of heaven. then he comes along and meets this atheist friend of his who introduces him to even more atheist friends, making him ending up as one. it was good at first, but he had no balance. all his friends are atheist so he fell too far from the spiritual word making him all lost and angry in the end. this story is also similar to A. A. Navis's Robohnya Surau Kami.
in conclusion, balance is important.
My biggest fear in the whole entire world is being left by the person i love for no reason. for example, my husband just loses his feeling all of a sudden without any logical explanation regardless the fact that we've been together for ages. hey it happens. and i kind of have a feeling it's going to happen to me. i reallllyyyy hope i can make this feeling go away though.
Since life is getting boooorrriiinggg and i'm eating more than i should be and exercising less and less, i decided to join the futsal team. hahaha
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Ya udah, kalo ga mw dibilang too harsh atau penggoda si Iman, makanya "senyum" aja kalo diajak ngom agama, trus critanya ma gw n ima yg uda punya sistem imun dari fsm lo hahaha. Yeah semangat futsal! Good for health, good for eyes, good for fun!
penggoda iman?
kok kayanya bahasan penggoda iman pernah dibahas ya?tiba2 gw ngebayangin undangan i k. dan pahatan es i dan k. mau i dan k apa i dan i id?
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