the 7 letter word i was referring to is BANDUNG.
on one side, i am uber super major major insanely jealous of ALL my friends and family who gets to study that god forsaken city. each and everyone of them said that it was really really fun and free and whatever whatever whatever. seriously sometimes i can't help but to wonder how things will be now if i went to uni there.
on the other side. i can't help but really really super major insanely hate that city. i still put the blame on my breakup because of that god forsaken city.
so why am i writing this? god knows. cause honestly i don't.
ever since james moved to bandung, things has just been really really...... ga enak. it was ok for like the first week. the rest was filled with both of us forcing our asses to make the relationship work. at times like these i wonder what if i went to uni in bandung as well? better, what if i went to the same uni and the same major. a friend of mine said things would definitely work out well. hmmmm, but nobody really knows, do they?
if i didn't get accepted at ui, i would go and study in australia. uni starts october 16 there. which was like 3 days ago. if i didn't get accepted at ui and i went to aussie, i'd break up for sure and will i curse my brain for not getting accepted at ui? will i go around wishing i'd have been accepted and not have to worry about the distance between us? will i go around thinking that if i got accepted at ui things will work out between us? well, it turns out things didn't. so who could guarantee bandung would give a better result?
so the conclusion of this ever so pointless post is, you can never predict the future. all we see is just the tip of an iceberg.
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