Saturday, April 11, 2009

before i go to bed,

as usual, i wanna write some usual stuff.

i went to grand indonesia with adel and aby today. i haven't seen aby in ageeeees and no matter what you say by, i will always be jealous of the fact you get to go to china. beijing lu, guangzhou sama taman lansia. haha.
today i learned something i am so grateful off. i learn how to balance my life between friend and boyfriend. better still if i include campus life in the scale but that's still to come.

i finally got a chance to meet iman's whole family on thursday. his mum was uber nice. things is, he still hasn't got a chance to tell me what his family thinks of me. haha. i was away the whole day, got back home really late and he was asleep already. too bad, i was looking forward for the phone call. he waited for me, but i guess he fell asleep and i don't want to call him and wake him up.

as usual, life is sooooo boring apart from the fact that i have a new boyfriend. i always thought what's missing from my days are my close friends. but i've been spending the last days with them. it was GREAT, really it was. but i don't know, i still feel dull as ever and i don't know what i'm missing. aaaaaah bingung. bingung bingung. i wish i can put my finger on it. all i look forward now is back to campus and pacaran. could it be that i am not being productive? i know how much i hate not being productive. aaargggghhhh.

well, i guess i'll go back to sleep now. i hope i found whatever is missing.

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