@%@#$!^@$%#^%!!!!!

right now, my sister is pissing me off more than anything in the whole wide world. so my kate moss longchamp bag has been for months. it's really weird cause you can't lose a bag without losing it's contents. ga mungkin kan gw pergi trus tas gw ilang tp isinya gw bawa pulang k rumah. klo gw pergi pake tas, ya gw pasti balik pake tas jg. jadi ya emg PASTI ada yg ngambil dari kamar gw. no doubt about that. selama ini gw bingung bgt bnran. gw smp nanya nykp gw bnr kan tas gw ga di laundry? bener kan tas gw ga dijual di ebay? smp gw nanya ade gw bnr kan ga dipinjemin k tmn2 lo?

soalnya pernah tas item gw dipinjemin k tmnnya dan baliknya lamaaaa bgt. gw bahkan ga tau tu tas dipinjemin k tmnnya dia. trus ade gw blg dia ga minjemin. dia blg ga mungkin dia minjemin longchamp k tmnnya.

okay fine, gw percaya.

gw smp sempet accuse seseorang dan sumpah gw GA ENAK BGT soalnya in the end my sister said tasnya ternyata ada di temennya.

NYETTTTTTTTTT SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYY???????????? FOR ALL THOSE MONTHS GW KELABAKAN NYARI!!!!!!!!

yg bikin gw kesel bukan cuma masalah tu tas ga balik tapi byk yg bikin lebih kesel lg dr sekedar ga balik:

pertama, ade gw tu ga bisa boong k gw. bnran deh. ga bisa. ketauan pokoknya. and i trust her when she said dia ga minjemin k temennya. this proves that dia bahkan GA INGET dong pernah minjemin k temennya. sumpah ya itu ever so fucking major reckelessss!!!!!!

second, dia bahkan ga blg k gw!!!!!!!! shit, tau gt gw kan ga usah curiga2 sm org yg ga salah dan bingung sendiri tu tas kmn!!!

third, ade gw baru ngmng pas dia dgr gw ngmng k nykp gw klo gw ngerasa tas gw diambil satu oknum tertentu.

and last, havaianas high gw jg dipinjemin k temennya dan gw ga tauuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!! ok untungnya ini udh balik, tp ya itu dia, gw ga tauuuu

OOOH! one more, ADE GW BAHKAN GA YAKIN TASNYA ADA DI TMNNYA DIA YG MANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't talk to my sister cause no matter how FUCKING hard i try to keep myself calm and not burst into million bits of anger, she will yell at me anyway. cause she yells when she's scared or feel threatened. the problem is never going to be solved that way. soooooooooo i write it in my blog cause I KNOW she reads my blog. 

i AM NOT going to post another post until i get the bag back so this post stays up high. my sister said her friend was going to bring it today but her friend said that she left it in her car. yeah, talk about decent excuses.