di ruang multimedia

there's this multimedia room in my campus's library and i've always wandered what it's like inside. and here i am right now inside it. it's tiny, it just has one big TV and 3 computers. it's also friggishly dark. honestly, it reminds me of subtitles viewing room. haha. except for the computers of course. and it's sound proof too. so right now, there are only 3 people inside this room. me, a complete stranger and a certain person i have taken a liking to. hahahhaha.
well if you've been following my blogs you'll probably know who he is. the thing is, he hasn't said a word since i entered. it just makes me more friggishly curious. i mean, this place is just so exiled, shouldn't we be able to talk freely here. like the stranger in the room would care. he's busy with his indonesian songs or whatever.
oh well, at least outside this room we're both making progress. major progress actually. lol

oh yeah, i've realized that lately my english is just getting worse and worse and it'll soon hit rock bottom if i don't act fast. i haven't watched any dvd in ages since it's still fucking uts and i hardly watch any tv as well. even if i do, it's celestial movies. worst of all, the last english novel i read was the kite runner which was over a month ago. i couldn't bring myself to read another cause i'm afraid i'd focus more on the book rather than my study since it's still uts. but yeah, the result is english down the drain. aaaaarrrggghhh.

sigh. the least i can do is pay ultra attention in english class which is hard cause the lessons are just sooo boring. well, i still have my blog anyway. the one thing keeping my english sane. hahaha.

geez after i end this post, i'll have to go outside and study cause it's too dark here. but i don't know, it's kind of a burden to leave the room. lol