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so i just found out that i'm not allowed to live on my own a.k.a ngekos if i got accepted at ui. oh COME ON! as if this city isn't making me barf. i thought going to depok would be light a new twist. it would be great, coming back to jakarta only once a week. i'm so sick of this goddam city. i don't want things like yesterday to happen again. ever. or the day before that, and the day before. but those things will just keep on fucking happening if i stay in this dratted city. come on mum, i can always flunk my sippenmaru on purpose so that i can go to australia. if you're not sending me to australia than i'm not the one embarrassed to tell the whole family that i don't go to uni. ok ok, i'm going to far. but this is just a taught from a deeply pissed off person. to make matters worse, i can't seem to masukin pulsa to my mobile. the thing keeps saying 'sorry the service is inavailable please try again later' or something like that. i think i'm changing my number soon. i feel like being ripped off more and more by the day by this fucking provider. XL. i don't feel like it's cheap at all. fuck the 600 sepuasnya or the 0,01 or whatever they advertise to you. seriously fuuuuckkk... i'm soooo changing my number asap.