di saat orang2....

maen polyvore, gw lebih suka maen visual bookshelf di facebook. ga tau knp tp gw g pernah suka maen polyvore dan g bisa suka. it's just not my thing i guess. but i could meddle with my visual bookshelf smp lama bgt. haha.

ok enough with the unimportant introduction. today i did a little thinking. lately, i've been thinking of ways of how to be on top, how to be successful and stuff. for what? because i want to make my parents proud. that's it. because i want to prove to them that i can. not just my parents actually, but my friends and all my family as well. but then i realized, the pressure really does feel bigger. it's like i HAVE to do it cause if i don't i'll disappoint a lot of people. i should be doing it to prove to MYSELF that i can. i remember there are days where i would tell people, 'i promise i can! i'll prove that i can!' then people would just go,'you don't need to prove anything to anyone but yourself.'

ok, that is right. cause like a philosopher once said(forgot his name), musuh terbesar adalah diri kita sendiri. which is, bener! bener bgt malah. the only person that needs proving that i can do it is myself cause it's true, i keep doubting myself. another philosopher (can't make out his name either)also once said,'being alone doesn't kill you, it actually makes you stronger.' that is also true i guess. being alone is the only time where we could have a dialog with ourselves without getting influenced by our surroundings. that particular philosopher also said, in order to be in a 'supermind' state, you have to pull yourself from the society in order to think for your self without being poisoned by your surroundings. this philosopher thinks that majority is wrong and minority is right.  by being in the majority, people do not think for themselves. they are influenced by the thought of others, poisoned by their surroundings. it's hard to think for yourself when your in a majority group. and this philosopher thinks that minority is right cause minority are people who pulls themselves away from the society to think about what they really want to think about.

eh tp sumpah gw lupa nama philosophernya! aaaaaarrggghhh. i'll post a new note once i remember.

btw, mos burger enak lho(irrelevant, i know, but it really is enak!)