so maybe....

i acted a little rash that day. not filtering the words i say and not controlling my emotions. i also have to admit what i did was pretty...... hmmmm....... psycho. as much as i'm embarrassed to admit it, it's all true. aaaaah. i've been keeping myself to myself and promising not to run after what i lost like a little lost puppy. i mean it wouldn't be so wrong if i tried to fix everything, it probably wouldn't be that hard. probably. but it's not what i usually do. i always say if someone can't accept who i am, then that someone is not for me. well that was who i am, it's just i sorta let it out all wrong. 

now i'm confused.